Forever and Always

salution

Although Jessie seemed like she would be not that nice and all, she was actually really sweet and very helpful, and I didn’t mention this before but she was very small and cute.

Anyway so I told her about what was going on.

“Um I need some help with a little problem……”

“Ok what is it?” Jessie said her eyes big in wonder of what I might say next.

“well Dolly had this party last night and………..”

“Yeah I know i know, I wasn’t invited. I don’t really like Dolly anyway so its fine” jess said. It seemed like she thought that was what the big thing I was going to say was. She will get a big surprise then.

“No it’s not that” I paused. “Dolly’s brother kissed me…”

“Oh my god!!!! So you want to talk love life hay? It’s about time”

“Not that’s not all. About 10 minutes later this guy from school called ben, kissed me.”

“Oh ok then, so it’s a love triangle. Well first of all who do you like better?”

“Um, I don’t know, I like them both equity and now that I think about it, I don’t know either of them that well.”

“well by the sounds of it I think you should talk to them both and find out what’s going on cause sometimes guys kiss girls at parties and then that’s all, the next day they pretend nothing happened, so if one of them did that, it would make your decision a lot easier. If they both still want you then just go on with both of them, not in public, and see where you go from there, you will know when the time is right.”

She sounded so wise like she had been through this so many times before. She said if they want me, I struggle to believe that anyone would want me, I’m not anything special and I have no personality, and I’m just dull.

So after our chat and a coffee we went down the street to the movies.

That wasn’t as bad as I thought. Sometimes the thought of something is worse than the thing itself.

*(sitting there on her bed typing on the computer while listening to music) this is the life………………

Been in bed all day writing and loving it and it’s already nearly 4:00pm

Think I’ll post this then write another chapter of something else.

Hope you enjoyed

I’m going to put a song on the side thing, it doesn’t really relate to the chapter but it’s a cool song and a guy from my class always plays it on guitar and sings it, it’s pretty cool.

 That’s all from me and the usual please vote or fan or whatever

Toodles

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