I remember your touch,
Your slightly calloused fingers caress my skin.
My shoulders, my chin, my lips, my breasts,
You've already claimed them all.
Your arms wrapped around me,
You said “forever,”
But it was all a lie.
Forever is just a word to you.
Did you even think before you promised me such lies?
Did you even love me when you took away my innocence?
Or did you just play?
My heart your toy.
Oh how I wish you'd just come back,
I'm lost in my own selfish desires.
But I know you'll never return,
Maybe I'm nothing to you.
Maybe my feelings are just bitter,
As I said before,
I'm lost in my own selfish desires.
I'm lost without you.
Actually that is a lie,
I am anything but lost.
One day you will just be a sweet memory,
A lesson I will never forget.
It would be a lie to say that I didn't feel anything,
But the soft tears that run down my face mean nothing,
I feel as if I have died,
The part of me that loved you.
