Take Me Back to the Start (Part 3 of It's Tuesday)

Chapter 17

Cameron POV:

All I did was leave the papers on the check up room's table.

I left the "private" room where we had a "private" conversation.

But then there was an announcement on the loudspeaker.

"Everyone! You must stay where you are!! Keep out of the corridors until the lockdown is finished."

A lockdown?

Oh no!

I had no choice but to stay and talk to Chase....

Chase and I were in stuck in the check- up room.

We started to talk about our break up, and why it even happened.

I finally agreed to actually come up with a conversation and talk to him.

"Did you ever love me?" He asked.

"How can you even ask that?" I told him suddenly.

Then he started to point things out to me.

The first time we "connected" to the reason why.

I started to argue that my emotions were the reason it even got there in the first place.

But really, HIV is what got me the first time.

Those were moments I could never forget.

Moments that I did make bad choices.

It's not like I wanted to remember them.

My argument was that I was falling for him, but I didn't want to.

Finally, the idea of me finding the ring came up.

"I got cold feet. I am not proud" I admitted.

What as doing on here?

I was starting to tremble because this was becoming very intense.

He reminded me that I almost called off the wedding.

Did I even want to remember that?

And bringing up my dead husband, that was much worse!

"STOP THIS!" I demanded.

I was getting angrier, and angrier.

Minute by minute, tensions started to rise.

The ship was sinking in a matter of minutes.

Or has it already sunk?

Everyone but now knows that bringing up my dead husband was never a joke!

Especially Chase!

The argument got me furious.

"Did you ever love me?" Chase finally cried.

"I don't know!!" I immediately yelled back.

"Thanks for letting me know"

Then, he stood at the other end of the room.

Covering my face with my hands, I began to cry...