a cry for help • d.h

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Your Pov

You had managed to meet, Mark, Sean, Robert,
(As in RobertIDK because let's be honest he is just amazing)
Pj, Chris and a few other YouTubers, they were so amazingly nice.

You went to the cafe and just sat down on one of the tables, you weren't hungry.
You hardly ever were anymore.
You hadn't been starving yourself, you had just lost your appetite, you only had one meal a day, maybe a snack.

You had received a text from Dan.

"Hey (Y/N)! VidCon isn't so busy now so do you wanna do something, or are you still busy meeting way more inspirational people?"

You quickly replied,

"Nope, just sitting in a cafe being lonely."

He almost instantly responded,

"You wanna do something then? Which cafe is it?"

After you gave Dan the details he soon turned up, he said that Phil and Louise were doing a video and that he was bored.
Fair enough.

You say opposite Dan on the table.

"I've noticed you've changed since we met, you seem way more nervous.." He said randomly.

Oh shit.

"O-Oh, do I?" You replied, trying to sound clueless and innocent.
You really didn't want to share your feelings yet.
You weren't prepared or ready.

"Y-Yeah, you sounded so calm and relying back then.." He said, you looked down but you could feel his worried glare pierce your soul.

"I used to be aesthetically natured, I-I've just changed a bit."

"You've changed a lot to me." Dan replied.
You took a breath and paused,
"I'm just fucking stressed out, that's all." You sighed and looked back up at him.

"Don't be so hard on yourself." He smiled, I felt happy right now.
But if he leaves I'm be overwhelmed by my insecurities.

"I can't help it now.. anyway, can we talk anything else other than my anxiety?"

Shit, the world slipped out of your mouth, you covered your mouth with your hand.
Dan looked astonished, his face then was full of pity.

"Anxiety?" He asked alarmed, but making sure he didn't shout it.

You nodded slowly, as your rested your head into your hands.

Suddenly you felt a arm creep around you, you looked up to see Dan magically sitting next to you, he probably just quickly ran around from the opposite seat.

Dan pulled you into a hug, it lasted for around two minutes.

"Can we go somewhere else Dan?" You mumbled, resting your head against his chest.

"Sure, where?"

"Come to mine, it's not far from here."