Letters To Love Lost

Three little words

~May~

Dear,

How are you?

Are you faring well?

I'm sorry but I worry 

I can't seem to make myself stop

Even when I try

I couldn't bear the thought of something happening to you and I wasn't there.

That thought alone manages to keep me up at nights.

I cant sleep, I wont sleep until you're rested here with me.

I pray , even though I don't believe but I'm trying to because you do.

I think I'm becoming paranoid. 

Every waking and even the short sleeping moments are filled with you.

An addiction I cant escape

I wonder , 

Is it healthy?

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I don't have a reason to love you

I just know I do I can't find a specific reason

God knows I spent time looking for one

But instead found a thousand

I just know I love you

What if I told you that even I can't understand my love for you

and that the ferocity of it scares me

Is that so extraordinary ?

Is that so unbelievable do I really need a reason

To say those three little words?

I just love you,

                      ~unknown~

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