Never thought I’d be this way,
Never thought I would want this,
In the end,
It all comes down to this,
This one moment,
This one second,
Of this life,
Of my life,
Tell me now,
Why does it have to be like this?
Why do I want this?
Why should I like this?
This horrible thing,
That I have done,
Countless times,
Over and over again,
It will never stop,
It will never end,
It has only just begun,
I never thought,
That I would want,
I would like,
This
