Learning to Love Again (BoyxBoy)

chapter two

Over the next few days me and James got close. We stay friends. We wanted to get to know each other. There would be a few make out session here and there. Other than that we stayed friends. I tried becoming nicer to my father but I couldn't. I was glad that I had two years left of high school and ill br far away from this place. I told Bella that I would stayed in touch when I leave. She seemed fine with that but said that me and anna and her would be going to college together. Ohh by the way Bells and Anna are a thing. I didn't know that until I walked into Bella's room. And believe me I was scarred for life. I walked in on them having sex in a werid position that I'm not going to talk about. So dont ask. I was happy for them.

I was in the bathroom when I saW James come walking in. I was in a stall and I open it up when he was washing his hands and pulled him into the stall with me and I quickly shut and lock the door. He turned towards me and glared at me.

'You almost gave me a heart attack Harry,' he yelled. I smile and put my hand near his waist and push against the wall and started to kiss him. He wrapped his hand around my neck and I pick him up and felt his legs wrap around me and I buck into him making him moan into my mouth.

I licked his bottom lip for access which he gave me and I push my tongue into his mouth exploring it. I then pulled his shirt off and begin kissing his chest and stomach and lick him from his belly button towards the edge if his pants which made his shiver. I smirked at him and he pulled my shirt off and pulled me into another kissing session and I felt our skin touhing and felt a tingling sensation run down my spine. I got back onto my knees and pulled James pants and boxers down. I had to admitted he was big. I was about to take it when someone came in looking for james.

'Yeah,' James yelled as he quickly got dress and before giving me a long passionate kiss. He turned to leave. Not before I gave him another kiss on the back of the neck.

I saw Bells at lunch and sat doen picking food off of her. She stare at me.

'You almost had sex in school didn't you,' she said. I nodded and put my head on the table. 'You're in love aren't you,'

'No I'm not I can't be, if I fall in love with James he will just leave me and I won't be able to handle it anymore, it better to fool around and not give a damn,' I said. Bells gave me a look and went off somewhere.

(James POV)

So Harry has defensive walls up. That why he hasn't asked me out. I know he would love me as much as I fallen for him. Maybe if I could help him bring down those walls.

But after school when I comforted him about it he didn't like it one bit.

'Leave me alone and I do have walls up and I'm not planning on lowering them down for a long time,' he shouted at me.

'Well than how will get people to care about you if you won't let them in,' I shouted back. I saw his hands bawl into fists and anger flashed in those beautiful brown eyes.

'Leave me the fuck alone,' Harry sneered at me. I toke a step back and gave him a hurt look and then slap him across the face as hard as I could. He gave me a stunned look and I turn around and went to my car and left. I looked in my rear veiw mirror and saw Harry standing there still with a stunned look. Its his fault for flipping out. I was just trying to help him. But he had to go all bitchy and act like he didn't care.

Harry's POV

I can't believe I say that. I mean yeah of course I did. I was angry at him. But more angry at myself. I kick my car in rage.

'Ohh don't take your anger out on your car hon,' Bella said.  I growl in anger and just slid down my car and land on the ground. Bella came up and hugged me. I wrapped my arms around her face and burried my head in the stomach. 'Ohh Honey its ok James will turn around and understand,'

I was at the dinner table and it was a dead silence. Since me and Bella came out our parents were on the fence. Even though my father said he was ok with it. But he wasn't I saw it in his face. Ohh another my stepbrother been eyeing me all the time. I mean its creepy. He may be the hotest thing I ever seen. He wasn't my type. I like a certain blobde hair blue eye boy. Who is 6"5 and his hair covers half of his face. Oh my god I'm falling in love.