Poems I won't look back on.

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What's left to say when you've said it all?

Who listens to you when you need it most?

Do you have someone who will listen? Who will help?

I would hope so. I didn't and now I'm a wreck.

I ponder death nightly, the endless ways to do it.

The things that would be a result, who would benefit.

Very few care so nobody will get hurt.

A gun, a knife, Hell maybe even a rope.

Depression strikes and nobody helps.

Bottle it up, tell nobody anything.

If I'm gone it's easy and better.

Not having to struggle, that's what i want.

People come but never stay.

I make some friends until they leave.

Leave, they always leave. Nobody knows what I'm really like.

Take time to get to know me, maybe it would pay off.

Yes I'm fat, yes I'm ugly, yea I'm a big person.

Why should any of this matter? You think you're prefect?

News flash assholes, nobody is prefect, not even close.

Judge a book by it's cover and you go the rest of your life missing a good story.