Poems I won't look back on.

My ice heart

My demons have started taking over,

I'm losing control.

Everything i once loved,

Washing down the drain.

Cause effect, bullshit figures,

Life, death, repeated lies.

"I'm ok," i try and convince myself.

In not ok, the battles were lost.

Simple things can make you happy,

Most things will make you sad.

My heart has filled with ice, will you hello it melt?

The games we play, we can't win but we still try.

I'm sitting here watching myself slip away,

I can't control it, no one can.

Live to forget, i forgot to live.

What you were on the outside, ours normally the best definition of what's on the inside.

For me? Ugly, hatred, dumb,

Nobody deserves this, nobody deserves me.

Id do us all a favor if I just up and leave.

I won't say goodbye, i made a promise, but nothing can stop the physical pain I'm going to bring to myself.