Today I was having a good day. The sun was bright until the afternoon came and now it was raining. Nevertheless, due to the rain narito ako ngayon sa apartment ni Mj.
I think we're okay.
We started our day munching and chomping some junkfoods nood ng horror movie.
Yes, everything was perfect... Until something happened.
"WHO THE FUCK IS THE GOD-DAMN BASTARD IS RESPONSIBLE FOR THIS!?"
Gumunaw ang mundo sa mga pinagsasabi niya.
"Stop overreacting, Mj." kalma ko sa kanya.
He's pacing back and fourth. Tinignan ko kung ano ang kanyang nasaksihan. I rolled my eyes at him.
Stupid talaga.
He overreacted just because of the kittens.
"Tell me, paano ako kakalma nang makita ko yan?" turo niya sa pusa at ang mga kuting nito.
Huminga ako ng malalim at sinulyapan ang pusa, bago ko siya tinignan.
"Pero, Mj mukhang masaya naman si CM." tukoy ko sa pusa niya.
The sight was... not breathtaking... but yet I softened my expression while looking at him.
Ganito rin ang ekspresyon niya nung sinabi kong may gusto ako sa kanya. No hint of sympathy but a hint of pain.
Napasabunot siya sa kanyang sarili at umupo sa tabi ko while fist closed.
"Pero nasaan yung ama niyan? If I ever catch this irresponsible monster, I'll turn into a Chinese and eat that fuckin' shit alive." komento pa niya na ikinatawa ko.
Si CM yung pusa na ibinigay ko sa kanya nung high school pa kami akala ko wala na pero ito pala ang turing niya ay parang anak niya. Nakakatuwa naman.
"Magiging okay din ang lahat. Hindi man ngayon pero someday, it will." saad ko. "Yes, I am sad, depressed, lonely and disappointed. But... who truly cares?" sabi niya sa kanya sarili.
"I care. Even though I am just merely a line your book at least you are my every chapter in my book." ngumiti siya sa akin. "Gusto mo na ako?"
Napataas ang kilay niya.
Ayoko nang umasa kung sakaling nagkakagusto na siya.
I've been hurt and ayoko nang maulit pa 'yun.
"Hindi, kaya wag kang mag assume." sabi niya pa.
Palihim akong ngumiti. I loved seeing him pout ang cute niya eh. Kahit alam kung masakit pero kailangan kong tiisin.
Because this is a bad habit I can't even break.
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