Being in hospital
made me realise what a
useless person I am.
I don't remember much
other than the grumpy nurses
and the white white walls.
So when I went home
finally, after many
nightmares and healing
I told my dad everything.
Because Zack was a bully
at heart he was not
who I expected to find.
I wanted him to save me
but he didn't.
He threw me into the sea,
tied to a rock,
laughing as he watched me
sink.
Some people are just
too mean and too scarred.