My faults, my flaws, my imperfections, staring me down
My insecurities won't let me three feet off the ground
I want to fly, Believe me I really do
But the thought of falling keeps me from trying to.
If I was to break a bone, that can be healed with medicine
but my pride and dignity would be damaged yet again.
So I continue to live in the shadows, unwatched and unseen
Hiding all my qualities,
My luster and my sheen.
My doubts grow louder, practically screaming out
Everything I can't be, and the things I must live without.
When things get quiet, they whisper in my ear
how I just can't do it or my every waking fear
Someday I hope for these thoughts to subside
for my ocean of doubts to come to its last tide.
I wish for confidence,
I wish for one more chance.
But most of all I wish to dance...
without fear of embarrassment
or all the reason I won't admit.
I could wish every day
But if I let these doubts control me
I'm wasting my life away.
A/N: I got bored so I just made this up in a few mintues. Felt like I should upload. And by the by there are ssomem mistakes and I know that, sorry and ill try to edit them out soon! K? Alrighty enjoy... hay please cooment it really does mean a lot and no comment goes unnoticed or unreadm
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