Dejected

Alone

Its the worst when i sleep

All i have is a facade

I draw the world in scars

In a light black colour

Young and healthy a happy future

Till u wake up and spit blood

Until the man, looks at you with big eyes

As nothing else on the world is important except air

What have i reached? My demons have prophesied

Vodka, toast and canned food

When the money is enough

This World is not my friend

Its black and cold

No matter what might come, I'm alone

Sometimes i just want to die

Just disappear and forget forever

Just leave this worthless life

No tear, No smile

To always stand up well and be reasonable

Always fades back into indifference

I am the opposite of everything i ever wanted to be

Arrogance but no Proud

Died another day

Noting matters anymore

At some point my strength is exhausted

No one laughs at last