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The Tour Ended And  It Was The Day For Khi Funeral I Had On Some True Religion Jeans With A Button Down Shirt And Some Eastlands With A Fresh Cut. I Knocked On Kha'Mariah Door Too Check On Her And Was Sitting On The Bed She Looked Back At Me Then Too The Picture Of Her Mom.

" You Know I Will Be By Your side? " I Asked

" Yeah I Know I Just Wish She Was Here Too Finish Watching Me Grow Up She Would Have Loved That " She Said

" Yeah Daddy Is Here Though And I Will Always Be Okay " I Told Her

"Yeah But For How Long? " She Asked

" Listen Mari I Will Be Here For A life Time It's Up Too You If You Let Me " I Told Her

She Nodded Her Head And Leaned On Me Then KJ And Kennedy Walked In I Told Them Too Come Sit With Me KJ Was Holding A'Miayah

"If I Was Too Ever Leave This Earth Promise Me You Will Look After These Girls " I Told KJ

" Watch After Them Like They My Own " He Told Me

We All Walked Down Stairs As One I Have Custody Of All My Kids Except A'Miayah But I agree Her When I Want Too  McKenzie Know Wassup When it Come Too My Kids T Magic Opened The Limo And We All Slid In Kha'Mariah Was Leaning On My Arm Her Hair Was In A Bun She Had On A Pink Dress With White Sandals She Got Herself Dressed.
I Layed My Head Back And Thought About All The Wrong Things I Did .one Thing My Kids Don't Know And I Don't Want Them Too Take After Me ,I'm A Blood ( B).Im In A Cartal The Only Reason Im Not Hanging With Them Is Because Of My Music They Can Under Stand That But I Can Feel The Streets Calling Me Back I Been Out The Game For Almost 8 Years If I Was Too Go Back Too The Game I Was Not Giving Up My Music It Was Just Going Too Be a Quick Hustle. We Arrived At The Church Where The Service Was Going Too Be Held Kha'Mariah Got Out Then Ran Over Too Her Brother And Sister I Walked Over Too Them And Dapped Cash And Monty Up. We Had A Understanding After What Happened At The Tour. Me KJ And Kennedy Sat In The Back Of The Church The Pastor Asked For The Main Kids Too Sit Up Front.  After Hearing The Pastor Talk And Listen Too A Few People Speak And Sing It Was Time Too View The Body I Told KJ And Kennedy Too Stay Behind I Had Too Go Comfort Mari Up Front.

"Baby Girl Come On I Will See Her With You " I Told Her As She Took My Hand

" Daddy I Can't See Her Like This I Just Wanna Leave!" Kha'Mariah Cried Out Too Me

I Picked Her Up And Took Her Over Too The Casket She Turned Her Head Away From The Casket And Cringed on Too My Shirt I Couldn't Even Stand Too See Khi Lay There Lifeless I Broke Down With Baby girl In My Arm I Wanted Too Get Back Right With Her For The Sake Of Mari But Some How I Feel  This Is My Fault I Shouldn't Have Put Her Thru So Much. i Was Too Blind Too See That Kha'Mariah Was Mine Damn Lord Forgive Me I Messed Up .I Got Up And Looked At The Casket Wiping my Tears. I Walked Too The Back Of Church Leaving Kha'Mariah With Her Uncle I Couldn't Bare Too Stand Or See Khi Like That I Was Going Too Get Back With Her I Felt A Hand on my Back I Turned Around And Seen Cash And Monty

" Are You Okay? " Asked Cash

" No I Was Going Too Make Things Right With Your Sister But It's Too Late " I Told Him

" Listen Don't Beat Yourself Up Over This Okay My Sister Knew You Loved Her But We Guys We Got A Tough Way Of Showing It " He Told Me

" Cash Who Is That In That Black Monticarlo I've Been Seeing Them All Day By The House And Everything "Monty Told 

" I Don't Know But   Let's Get Back Inside The Preacher Is Wrapping It Up " Cash Told Us

We Got Back Inside And I Nodded For Him Too Send Kha'Mariah Back Too Me She Came And Sat Next Too KJ They All Joined Hands And Leaned On Each other Kha'Mariah Leaned On Me KJ Leaned On Her And Kennedy Leaned On KJ I Wasn't Sure Where Life Was Going Too Take Us After This But I Hope It Did Us Some Justice.

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