Daughter Of YG

It Spreaded !

"Mrs. Johnson You Have Stage Three Lung Cancer Meaning It Spreaded And Has Gotten Worse" Said Doctor Walters

"Is There Any Way Surgery Can Take Place? " I Asked

"Yeah But We Don't Wanna Take Any Chances With It We Just Want You Too Keep Going Thru With The Chemo " Doctor Walters Told Me

" Doctor Walter What Are The Risk Of Me Following Thru With The Surgery? "I Asked

"There is A 40% Chance We Get It All And 60% Chance You Be Paralyzed " He Told Me As He Injected The Needle in My Arm

" I Wanna Follow Thru With It, I Can't Let My Kids See Me Go Out Like This "I Told Him

" No I Will Not Follow Thru With This Just Relax I Will Schedule You Another Appointment Then We See How Bad It Got Your Going Too Be Okay " He Told Me

After My Appointment I Went Too Cash And Monty House Too See The Kids, it's Time That I Tell Them About My Cancer I Walked In The House And Chris Was At The Table Doing Some Math Homework  Kha'Mari Was in The pool With Her Cousin  Jade And Ciara Must Was up Stairs .i Walked into The Room Where Cash Was Talking Too Monty .i Walked in And put My Head Down And Started Crying

" Khi What's Wrong? "Asked Cash

" Cash My Cancer... it Got Worse Its A Stage Three Meaning it Spreaded Thru it Got Larger And I Asked For Surgery But He Told Me 40% Of It Would Be Gone The Other 60% i Would Be Paralyzed " I Said

" Are You Sure You Wanna  Them Now? " Asked Monty

" I Got Too I Can't Lead My Kids In The Blind Of Thinking They Mom Is Okay When I'm Really Not " I Said

" If This What You Want Then Let's Make it Happen " Monty Said

" Okay Ima Gather The kids You Get Yourself Together " Cash Told Me

I Stayed Up Stairs 10 Minutes Longer Too Gather My Thoughts And Talk Too God I Finally Build Of The Nerve To Walk Down Stairs Cash Had Chris And Ciara On One Chair And Mari And Jade On Another Wrapped In Towels Jade Is Monty Daughter She Is 7 .Cash Had A Son And Daughter But Only Got Them When The Baby Mama Wasn't Acting Stupid

" Okay I Got Everybody Down Here And I'm Going Too Make This Short And Sweet But I Have You All Here Because I Have Some Really Bad News " I Told Them Starting Too Cry

" MA What's Wrong Who Hurt You Who I Gotta Beat Up  ?" Asked Chris

" Ahaa Nobody But The Real Reason Is Because I Have Stage Three Lung Cancer And I Don't Know How Long I Have Too Live, I Have Been Hiding This From You Guys For Three Years When You Think I'm At Work I'm Really At My Chemotherapy Appointment " I Told Them

" Why Would You Hide That From Us? " Asked Chris

" I'm Sorry But At Time I Didn't Know How Too Tell You" I Told Them

I Looked Over At Mari But She Got up And Took Off I Wanted Too Take off After Her But Cash Or Monty Wouldn't Let Me .So I Stayed Down Stairs With My Older Kids It Was Quiet For A Moment Before Chris Broke The Silence Between Us

" When Was You Going Too Tell Us? when We Came Home From School And Found you in Bed Dead "He Asked

" Chris You Don't know How Many Times Or How Many Ways I Thought Of Telling You All About This It Just Wasn't Easy " I Told him

" But Suppose It Was Chris That Night Who Got Kill And What Was You Going Too Do Then Me And Mari Wouldn't Have Nobody " Said Ciara

" Wait A Minute Before Jumping Too Conclusion You Will Always Have Me " Said Cash

" How Could You My Grandmother Died Of Cancer Now You Leaving us Too " Said Ciara Looking Hurt

" Trust Me if I Can Take This All Away I Would But This is Something You Guys Is Going Too Help Me With And if God Call Me Home Then That's What's Best For Me " I Told Them

" This Is Just So Messed Up How Could you Keep This Away From Us For Three Whole Years " Asked Chris

I Tried Too Touch Him But He Got Up Before I Could He Passed The Floor Before Punching The Air And Then Punching The Wall Cash Tried Too Calm Him Down But He Would I New I Had Messed Up Big Time Ciara Couldn't Even Look Me in My Face She Even Walked Away From Me, I Thought My Kids Would Take This Kinda Different Then Most But Seeing That I Hurt Them Made Me Feel Even Worse Then Telling Them.

" Your Best Bet Is Too Give These kids Space I Will Keep Them " Said Monty

"What About The Tour? " I Asked

" We Will Cancel It This Is Way Worse Then I Thought it Would Be I Can't Even Get Mari Too Come out The Room " Said Monty

" I'm Going Too Reach out Too Yg And Let Him Know Wassup " I Told Him

" No Fuck Him Mari Don't Need Him She Been Doing just Fine With out Him " Said Cash

" Cash You Don't Understand Okay  Mari Needs Too Meet Her Dad If it Kills Me He Needs Too Know That She Exist Just Like The Rest " I Told Him

" The Condition You In You Need Too Worry About This Cancer Not Finding Mari Dad For All I Care I Been Mari Dad For 8 Years Okay And I Can Go Another 8 " Said Cash

I Just Nodded My Head Because I New Cash Was Right But For God Sake YG Needs Too Know He Don't only Have Just One Kid He Got Two I Just Wish I Didn't Hide My Pregnancy From Him When We Broke Up  .I Hate Too See My Kids Hurt Especially Mari This Is Why I'm Going To Find YG Even If It Kills Me My Baby Is Going Too Have Her Father in Her Life