Try Hard ( 1D Fanfiction / H.S AU ) COMPLETED

Chapter 18 - Truth and Fears

heyya please just ignore all the typos .. im very lazy to edit .. the whole thing . 

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Nicole's pov 

2 months later, Rochelle is pregnant, Eleanor is due in 1 month , Perrie has 2 kids, Julia is still not pregnant she is not ready liam told us.

" love !! we have to go or we will be late !! " harry shouted, i quickly grab my bag and walked outside i saw him inside the car in the drivers seat waiting for me, i sat to the next seat beside him 

He drive us to the small house but still looks amazing. He first stepped out and jogged to the other side to open the door for me

"thanks " i said 

We both walked towards the door, He knocked 2 times and someone said ' in a minute ' 

The door finally opens, A lady stood infront of us with a smile i think she is in her 30's ? 

 " good morning, come in come in .. " she said, we walked inside to her massive living room, its just bigger inside thats pretty awesome, we all sat on the couch while she sat on her own seat holding a notepad

" uh why are we here ?? " i asked

" Your here to talk about your relationship and whats going on with the both of you " the lady said " Im Magarette by the way but you can call me marge " she added

" ok " 

" so now, you two are getting married. Harry here told me everything you two have done . i mean everything your love story .. so no need to lie because i can tell if your lying . So now how do you feel about marriage and what will happen next ? " she asked me

" uh .. the truth ? " i asked and she nodded

" you can say everything love she can keep this relationship strong " harry told me

" You know im not gonna lie but i have a big fear of being married or getting married .. " i said

" what ? " harry said

" harry .. its the truth .. " i told him 

" can you tell me the reason why ? " marge asked

" When i was in 3rd year high school, I started to go to weddings .. then i realized if you get married you will be with that guy til the end you will be a part of him a really big part that can never be change in god's eye .. and i dont wanna be a big part of someone's life i dont wanna tie the knot ..im also scared of getting pregnant .. after i see those vidoe of giving birth i got so scared .. i may add another one im scared of sex .. before .. but then i realized its not that bad when you do it with someone you really love" i told them, Harry was speechless, Marge is still writing some notes

" so your telling me you are not ready to get married ? " she asked

" uh .. im ready .. i love him so much you know .. but there is this feeling inside of me that is scaring me " i said 

" ok then, you have to go back here in two days, thank you Nicole for telling us what your feelings are and have a good day " she said 

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Harry's pov

So she is not ready ? to marry me or to love me ? or to build a family ? 

We were still inside of my car, parked outside our flat. Silence is killing us 

" You .. dont wanna marry me ? "i asked, She quickly looked at me with the serious face of hers

" I wanna marry you Harry .. " she said

"  Then why the hell did you tell her that you are feeling that way ? " i asked

" Were there to talk about our life what were feelings and how to fix and protect this relationship i think this is the first part cuz you dont know that and i dont want to lie harry .. " she said her eyes was a bit teary she is just refusing the tears to fall 

" I know .. its just .. i feel .. so hurt when you said those things .. its just .. i thought you were happy with this .. "  

" Harry .. i am very happy that im engaged to you, that im gonna be your wife .. that sooner or later we will build a family .. and i accept that because i really do want to have kids i was just traumatized by some part of my past you know but Harry ill do everything just to make this relationship strong and healthy .. " she said 

" thank you " i said then kissed her

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" so your telling me that she is scared ? " louis asked we were talking on the phone for an hour now

" yes " i said " but i understand it now .. she truly loves me .. louis she makes me so happy .. " i added

" you sounded like the girl in your relationship " he said with a small laugh

" yeah i know .. its just this engagement is really excited you now .. im gonna be married soon ." i said

" yeah just like all of us ... do you know that rochelle is pregnant ? she jsut told us yesterday " he said

" yeah .. we just found out a few days ago she said niall cant contacted you so they told us first " i told him

" oh ... but im happy for Niall and Rochelle " louis said

" Louis your gonna be a dad soon .. are you sure you can act like one ? " i teased

" hey you sayin i cant be a dad ? " he asked

" i guess i am " i answered with a big smirk on my face, i sat on the couch and crossed my legs 

" you do know im ready for this and im gonna be the coolest dad ever my daughter will be a good kid and funny one .. who is very hyper like me !! " he said 

" ok daddy louis .. " i said " i gotta go bye " i said then ended the call. 

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