Slipknot's girls

Chapter 2 - if you dont try you'll never live life

i slowly opened my eyes and stretched my arms out, i slowly sat up and rubbed my eyes, i breathed in deeply and slowly moved the covers off my legs when i heard the shower pounding down, i walked over to the noise and slowly opened the door to see Sid in the shower, i bit my lip and hid myself then i seen a girl with him, i gasped and began putting my clothes on throwing his shirt to the floor, i was pulling my socks up when he ran out with his towel on

"Lilly" he said wiping his dripping wet face with his hand "i'm just gonna stay with coco from now on" i said, sliding my shoes on and grabbing my bag, He grabbed my arm and walked forward "she's Martha, she comes to the boys when they need her" Sid said "and you needed her..... am i not enough Sid" i said grabbing my jacket and walking out of the room

then i bumped into coco "hey sweetie" she said touching my shoulders noticing just then that something was wrong "what is it?" she asked, i looked at her and took a deep breath "nothing, just i woke up to find a girl with Sid" i admitted, she clenched her jaw and looked at the door "her name is Martha yes?" she asked, i bit my lip and nodded

"right go onto the bus sweetie i'll be there soon" she said storming towards Sid's room, Sid ran out of the room and made his way towards me but coco grabbed his ear and dragged him into his room and closed the door, i wrapped my arms around myself and walked into the bus to see joey and a girl "sorry" i whispered "not that's okay, we weren't doing anything anyway" joey smiled, i sat down and coco walked onto the bus with that Martha girl

she smirked at us and coco threw her onto the couch "sit there and fuck up" coco snapped "dont you see that this girl is Sid's now" coco scolded, Martha glared at me and smiled with attitude "Martha! stop it! you cant keep trying to take someone else's partner" coco said "he wanted me" she said "no you wanted drugs" i took a deep breath thinking about what kind of drugs they take and what its like to take them

then the door opened and Sid walked in just with trousers on, i looked away and he walked over and grabbed my arm trying to pull me of the couch then Corey appeared "what is this a meeting i wasn't invited too" he said pulling the cigarette out of his mouth

Sid grabbed my arm and kept pulling me until Joey's girl stood up "Sid leave her alone" she said "stay out of this Shannon" he shouted, wooohhhhh stop stop stop" Corey said, I stood up and looked at him "what?" I asked, he looked at me for a moment then looked at the others

"We have the show at 7" Corey said sounding kinda pissed then he walked away, I looked at Sid who was now really close to me so close that my hair was starting to stick to his wet chest

Joey and Shannon left and so did coco and Martha, leaving Sid and I looking at each other, he lifted his hand and stroked my face, I pulled away and moved his hand "no you seemed more interested in that girl" I said, he sighed and rubbed his forehead

"I want you" he said, that took my breath away, he grabbed my hands and pressed his lips against my forehead, I slid my hands up his body and wrapped them around his neck, he lifted me into his arms and kissed me

His hands went to my butt and he began rubbing it with his thumb before setting me down on the couch, and he kissed my neck, I moaned as he put his hands up my top, I wrapped my legs around his waist and tightened them, making him chuckle

I closed my eyes as his hands found my breasts, "you like this" he whispered close to my ear, a moan like noise escaped my mouth making him laugh again

I grabbed his face and kissed him, he smiled and pulled my shorts off "Sid I'm .... I've never done this before" I whispered, he sighed and looked at me, our breathing was the loudest thing right now, His hands slid down my body and he straightened up "no" I said grabbing his arms

"I'd like your first time to be ....special" he said, I sat up and grabbed the waist of his trousers which helped me stand up, I began kissing his neck which made him close his eyes "if I had my first time with you I would be happy and it would be special" I said, his arms went around my waist

Then I kissed his jaw which I nibbled on as well, his arms tightened around me, he turned me around and walked me up the bus, I slid my hands up onto his body and then we began to kiss each other, he lifted me up and pushed the door open to a room, he threw me onto the bed and climbed up the bed

Until he reached me then he kissed me, he smiled and grabbed my hand and gave it a squeeze, I moaned when he kissed my neck, I opened my eyes and looked at him as he kissed down my body, when he got to my shorts he unbuttoned them then pulled them off me

I put my head back and bit my lip as he start doing something that I never experienced, he grabbed my hands and I moaned loudly unable to hold it in, my grip tightened on his hands then I was over come with pleasure, he crawled back up me then kissed me then smiled "wow what was that?" I whispered out of breath, he smirked and kissed my neck "are you sure about this" he whispered lifting his head to look at me "yes" I said touching his face, he kissed me and I could hear his trousers unbuckled

"Tell me if it hurts" he said kissing me before he entered me, I squealed loudly then covered my mouth the stinging pain hitting me hard, I stuck my finger tips into his back and he stopped and held it for a moment, I held my eyes closed for a moment then opened my eyes "keep going" I said before biting my lip, he did and after awhile the pain subsided and pleasure took over

It was the best experience i've ever had, when we both finished, Sid lay beside me and stroked my face, I stroked his cheek and grabbed his hand before kissing it

He smiled at me before reaching over me and grabbed something from the drawer "have you ever tried this?" he asked holding up what looked like a cigarette but not, it was a joint, I bit my lip and shook my head "no" I said touching it, he smiled and stroked my hair "well maybe if you don't try it you'll never live life" he smiled,

He lite it up and blew the smoke in my mouth, I began coughing and had to sit up, he looked at me and smoked more before kissing me and blowing it in my mouth, wow that was amazing "try it" he said handing me it, I grabbed it and smoked some before coughing again "breath it in deeply" he said, I looked at it then smoked it again

I sucked in the smoke and felt the tingle in my throat then slowly blew it out feeling the effect already "wow" I laughed smoke still coming out of my mouth "yeah it has that effect" he laughed taking it from me and smoking it, he chuckled and lifted me up onto his legs so I was straddling him

I grabbed the joint and began smoking it, not realising that this would be the start of something amazing but also something extremely bad.