T R I G G A R W A R N I N G
self harm (IM sorry okay. )
Mute
self hate
depression
anxiety/ panic attacks
suicide
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Joe's pov
I wake up in my bed the night prior comming back to me......
Ugh your such a failure Joe
Go cut joeseph
Nobody wants you
The cruel demon in my head laugh and taunt, i get out of bed hating the voices for taunting me walking over on shaking legs to the draw that I put all my spare 'harming gear' as i call it, i have blades waiting to be used, and i think I just might I can't help it but I need a release from the hell that I now live.....
Sleeping pills ...
I remember putting those in.....
Take them Joe your not gonna be missed. .
Take them
take them
take them?!
TAKE THEM!!!!!
The demon screams at me I take the sharpest blade digging it into my skin letting the blood drip out onto my skin
One for being gay
Two for being born
Three for being a failure
Four for being weak
Five for giving in
Six for listerning to him
Seven for loving someone
Eight for living
Nine for having epilepsy
Ten for hating yourself
Eleven for being mute
Twelve for thinking I was gone
Now repeat on the other arm and both legs.
i start to draw harshly on the injured skin, cutting over and over zigzags and lines none of my skin its normal colour stained red
I whine as the pain kicks in, I'm stood in a pool of my own blood I'm pathetic.
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Epilepsy (DISCONTINUED)
FanfictionThis book has been discontinued!! This is a jaspar fan fiction! This is my first gay jaspar relationship fan fic so sorry if it's bad. Joe Sugg (17) is the new boy in the school he is shy, quiet , he cuts (although nobody knows) and he has been bea...
