Lauren Jauregui imagines

No matter what

Part 2 of 'One nights mistake'

I wanted to do a different ending because most of the time I read an imagine where either y/n or Lauren fucks up they're forgiven and everything goes their way. They get everything they want. So I wanted to change that. I wanted to show that not everything is perfect in life and we have to deal with it. Also I'm done with people thinking life is all fun and games. It's not. People can get hurt by the shit that you do and the shit that you say so if you're ever in a heated argument or fight please think, please question yourself: "would I wanna hear this shit?" Or "would I want to be treated this way?" Everything you do has consequences so please please be careful!!!!

Prompt: The morning after the wedding more like after the break-up. Will you and Lauren make up? Will y/n ever forgive Lauren and Y/B/F/N? Read on to find out 

Lauren's P.O.V

'Lauren Jauregui and long term fiancé have called it quits'

'Lauren Jauregui and Y/B/F/N hooked up behind her fiancé's back?'

'Is Lauren Jauregui leaving y/n y/l/n for his best man?'

Those were some of the headlines after yesterday's event. I don't know how the media found out about it but they did and this is all the headlines have consisted of. I had gone on twitter to try and explain the situation and clear up any rumours about the events that I caused but all I ended up doing was reading what fans were saying about what had happened. Some fans had said

@randomtwitteruser: Guys I'm sure there's a logical explanation about the wedding #poory/n

@randomtwitteruser: How could you? And go through with the wedding? #poory/n   

@randomtwitteruser: I can't believe it's over. I feel bad for y/n. Lauren doesn't deserve a man like him #poory/n

Those were the nice ones. There were many that were hurtful and I deserved them all. Everything they said about me. Everything they called me was right. I saw that the hashtag 'poory/n' had trended worldwide, I'm such a fool. After hours of reading tweets of hate, I decided to tweet. 1) To apologise publicly to the man I love and 2) I wanted to stop or reduce the amount of hate.

@laurenjauregui: I messed up. I know I did, I did something unforgivable and I'm so so sorry. I know there aren't any words to describe or justify what I did. There are no words to describe what I'm feeling or how y/n is feeling. Everything you say about me is right and I'm not gonna lie and pretend like I didn't screw up the one good thing I've ever had, the one person I've ever loved. So I'm posting this as an apology not just to y/n but to everyone I hurt in this process. I realise this it means nothing to anyone but I need to say it or I'll go mad. I'M SO SO SORRY. I love you y/n and I don't think I'll ever stop

After sending the tweet many notifications can through. Some saying they accepted my apology, others saying the still hated me. The last lot said that if only y/n would give me a second chance, I wanted so much for that to happen but I doubt it will. Not long later, I came across one tweet caught my attention more than the others. It was a tweet from y/n. My name wasn't mentioned but it was clear I was the target

@yourtwitterusername: How many nights does it take to count the stars?

That's the time it would take to fix my heart

Oh, baby, I was there for you

All I ever wanted was the truth, yeah, yeah

He just wanted the truth, if I hadn't of lied we could've been married right now, on our honey moon. But no, I messed it all up. I need him as much as he needs me, or needed me. I love him so much, I didn't realise how much I wanted this to work. Of course I wanted it to work between us, I said yes to marrying him but I took him for granted thinking I knew what was best for us. Thinking I knew I could lie to him and break his heart without him even knowing.