I Need You (JhoBea)

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Bea's POV

Akala ko okay na si Jho after a week pero inulit nanaman nya and here I am now hinahabol sya paakyat ng rooftop ng hospital

"Marci! G-give me a chance please!"Sigaw nya kaya hindi ako makalapit

But when she step one more tumakbo na ako at hinawakan sya sa braso

"Jho stop doing this"Pagpigil ko sa kanya pero tinulak nya lang ako

"Magpapakamatay na lang ako kaysa mawala sya sa akin!"Sigaw nya

"I'm still here Beh! We're here ng family mo... Ka-Kailangan ka din naman namin ah? Are you not thinking of us too?"Tanong ko habang naiiyak

Ang drama mo naman Bea eh, bat ang bilis mong umiyak?

"I-Iba sya Bea... He is my life and I can't live without him"Sagot nya

Masakit? Oo naman ikaw ba naman yan ang laging marinig araw-araw ewan ko na lang kung hindi ka pa maging immune

"Beh... Andito pa naman ako oh p-pwede bang pahalagan mo yun buhay mo? Pwede bang pasayahin mo naman ang sarili mo? Pwede bang isipin mo kami kahit ngayon lang? W-We're still here for you Jhoana"Nakaluhod na ko sa harap nya and I saw her staring at me

"I know that you're tired but I am too Beh... Ayoko na din naman eh pero I stay with you... h-hindi sa sinisisi kita pero sana yung mga ginagawa ko ma-masuklian mo kahit yung mabuhay ka lang and not to attempt to kill yourself again yun lang beh o-okay na ko just please stop doing this"Pagmamakaawa ko

"B-Bea"Tawag nya sakin at pinatayo ako

"You don't need to take care of me"Sabi nya

"No. I need to"Sagot ko naman

"You're my bestfriend Jho and I will not just let you to do this. I will not let you to kill yourself just for Marci"Sagot ko then she hugged me

"Beh pa-pagod na ko"Sabi nya kaya tinignan ko sya and I saw her nose is bleeding kaya nagpanic ako

"Omg Nurse! Please help me!"

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"Her depression is more dangerous than before and it affects her brain, it has the risk that her brain shrinks and will remain smaller after the disease is over. It's not only makes her feel sad and dejected, it can also damage her brain permanently, Maybe Jho will have difficulties remembering and concentrating once her disease is over. So it's better if her family knows about the operation that we need to do to her" Sabi ni Doc kaya kinabahan ako

"O-okay Doc I-I will try to contact them na lang"Sagot ko

"Right decision ms. De Leon much better, so take care of her"Sabi nya kaya ngumiti lang ako at tinignan si Jho at nilapitan

"Kelan ka titino Jho? Your brain has a damage because of the depression... gusto mo ba talaga mamatay?"Tanong ko sa kanya but tulala lang sya sa window kaya napayuko na lang ako

"Ate bea?"Nagulat ako dahil I jusymt hear Deanna's voice

"Oh what are you doing here?"Tanong ko sa kanya pagpasok nya