ｗｉｔｈ ｌｏｖｅ，

Autodefenestration

Dear ______, {name has been crossed out}

I'm trying to understand, I really am. But I miss you. I miss sitting on the roof with you and talking. I miss taking walks in the park and lying in that same park and looking at the clouds. I miss looking at you and feeling like you understood everything, just in that look.

I loved everything about you. The hair that fell in those blue eyes, the gleam they got when you teased me. You made me laugh, more even than my best girlfriend. I loved the way you accepted everything about me like there was no other way I could be.

You were the most beautiful person I knew. You insisted I was, but that was part of what made you so beautiful. When you loved someone, you loved them hard. I wish I had loved you like that. Maybe you wouldn't have left me the way you did. I know I didn't deserve you anyway, but I wish you wouldn't have done it. The roof of our building gets lonely sometimes.