Loving The Bad Boy Next Door (Sequel to TBBND)

Chapter 12

**Adrian's POV**

As Bobby shut the door in my face the last thing I saw was Kylie kneeling on the floor beside Luke looking at him with such sadness and anger.

I stood outside the door just trying to figure out what happened, attempting to put all the pieces together.

I couldn't help but feel the surge of anger burning within me, mixed with regret, guilt and confusion. I honestly didn't even know what to do, I didn't know how to handle this, I didn't know how to fix this...and I wasn't sure if I wanted to...

But I immediately shook the last thought from my head because that was impossible, or at least I thought it was.

The more time that passes and the more mistakes I make the more I realize how I don't deserve Kylie...

I was just so angry and I couldn't deal with it.

Just the image of her in that dress drunk, hanging on Luke for support, looking at him with her big hazel eyes that I adored.

I couldn't believe she actually did that to me. She went out, got drunk and came home to Luke. I haven't seen her that often lately who knows what else she's been doing.

The more I thought about it the angrier I got...and before I realized what I was doing I walked down the steps of the porch and kicked the medium sized ceramic flower pot that was in front of the house.

The noise was so loud as the pieces came crashing apart and the dirt and flowers over flowing onto the ground.

"Adrian..." I heard Michael say strongly from behind me I couldn't help but shake my head.

"What the hell are you doing?" he asked again as I turned to see him standing by the gate looking furious.

"Just here to see my girlfriend..." I said as I let out a small painful laugh.

"Adrian get inside now." He said in a commanding tone that I've learned not to mess with, so I did what he said and I went home.

"What's going on with you Adrian?" Mike asked as I sat on the couch with my arms crossed in front of me.

What wasn't going on with me? I asked myself. Slowly but surely everything in my life was falling apart.

I just shrugged in response as Mike sat next to me with concern filling his eyes.

"Listen Adrian you know you could talk to me, I don't need Bobby calling me up telling me to control you...you know better then this. I know you have a lot going on but its no excuse. You know we're always here for you to help you through anything...especially Kylie..." he said as I let out a deep breath.

He was wasting his time cause he was telling me all the things I already knew...but it didn't matter. I just couldn't help but feel that this was different than anything we've dealt with, something that none of us could handle. To be honest I didn't want anyone involved in this shit...it was just something that I had to deal with on my own, and I plan to.

"Mike just leave it alone..." I said but he shook his head with anger.

"I cant Adrian because I'm responsible for you. I know that we all had to grow up a lot faster especially you. And I know we've done and seen a lot more things than anyone's seen in their whole life...but you're still just a kid..." he said and I just shook my head and let out a small laugh.

"Did you see what you did in there?"

"You lost control, you made a fool out of yourself because you're going back to the old Adrian trying to push everyone away...but you need to stop, cause its not going to help anyone. And if I were you I'd appreciate Chase instead of accusing him of stupid nonsense. He's your brother Adrian, he's family..." he said but I just looked away not in the mood to continue this conversation as my regrets and guilt consumed me.