Tyler put the car in park sitting in Josh's drive way. He thought to himself if this was a good idea but dragged himself out of the car. He clicked the button to open the trunk and pulled out the keyboard and attempted to carry it, the Uke, and his notes.
Before Tyler could reach the door Josh hurried out to help him. He was wearing black jeans, a cat shirt, and a grey beanie. Tyler felt a just a little dark compared to Josh's cute ass cat shirt.
"Hey ill take that," Josh implied to Tyler grabbing the keyboard. Tyler reached forward and grabbed his Uke and notes off the top of it.
"I have my stuff set up in the garage." Josh called back to Tyler entering the house. Tyler felt odd just inviting himself in but he followed the red haired boy to the garage where sat a drum kit and plugged in mic. Josh set down the keyboard on the stands and then took a seat at his drums.
"So i thought maybe you can play a song for me then i make a beat for it the second go."
"Alright," Tyler replied, somewhat startled by the quick start but he made his why to the keyboard setting down the Uke. "Here are some notes i had on what the drums might sound like for this song."
Josh grabbed the notes from tyler and set them on his lap and watched Ty as he set up the mic. "This song is called drown, its one of my more emotional songs,"
TYler didn't notice but he just stood there behind the keyboard. Josh waited patiently but called to him "Hey, its ok I'm not going to judge you, take all the time you need."
Tyler took a breath in and turned on the keyboard putting it on the right setting. He softly started. His mind pushed Josh out, it was only Tyler, his mind, and keyboard. He began singing.
"Here I come, come to you in the very clothes
That I killed, killed you in and now I know I'm alone
I walk to you, rain falls from you
Can you wash me, can you drown me?
I wanna be a lot of things, so much pent up inside of me
I wanna be stronger, too long I've sat here undecidedly
Planning strategy, half of me knows it's all just a fallacy
Failing miserably, drastically and then I crash dramatically
Into a wall I've hit a hundred times before
And yet I still ignore the dark red blood stains on the floor
And I'm back in front of you, Lord, with the blood on the floor
Is the blood mine or yours? Don't wanna do this anymore
Back and forth between being me and who you call me to be
You see a man free who thinks he has to buy a key
To a door but he can't 'cause he's poor and he can't
Fall down anymore 'cause he's already on the floor
And his heart is broken and all and this is his scar
But it's warm from crying 'cause he will try nine times
To realize nine crimes but he has more than nine lives
So he picks himself up and keeps climbing for the prize again" Tyler emphasized again, putting in all the emotions this song brought to him into this one very word. One insignificant word, yet so powerful.
"Here I come again to you
Just to show that blood soaked through
Through my bones and all I own
Is there a way for me to grow?
I walk to you, rain falls from you
Can you wash me, can you drown me, please?
Every time I feel selfish ambition is taking my vision
My crime is my sentence, repentance is taking commission
It's taking a toll on my soul, I'm screaming submission and
I don't know if I am dying or living
'Cause I will save a face for name's sake
Abuse grace, take a aim to obtain a new name in a newer place
But my name is lame, I can't walk and I ain't the same
And my name became a new destiny to the grave and
They say the ocean's blue, but it's black right now
In the dark, on the sand, looking out at my crowd
Depression and drowning singing now the full parts
Of lightning reveals where the ocean stops and the sky starts
I've been told by the sky that the ocean I shall win
But it's hard for me to see where ocean stops and sky begins
A random strikes of light remind me of what is true
But right now the ocean's blacker than black, the sky is too".
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(I know this is a short chapter but i wanted the focus on this one song.)
BINABASA MO ANG
Petrichor | Joshler Fan Fic
FanfictionPetrichor(n)- The pleasant, earthy smell after it rains (I know that dates might not add up but I made this how I wanted to make this so please don't comment that the dates of real events are realistic.)