Liquid thoughts

Hi, I am No One

Hi
Can you see me?
If I'm visible to you, please let me know
Because I have been living my whole life believing I wasn't real
And if I knew now I mean something to someone I could finally feel alive.

Hi,
Have we met?
I am No One
Nice to meet you too
Your eyes are brighter than the moon
So bright my eyes are burning I won't cry I swear
There's just something on my contact lens I hope it's not my fucking mind
Pulling at my skin and breaking through my ribs to squeeze my heart or make it skip
Or tear
It
Out

Hi,
I'm not really here.
You think you see me but I've just spent hours in my room wishing someone would listen to me and you were the only one home tonight.
Am I bothering?
It's something usual in my being
Or maybe not
Maybe I think everyone hates me because I'm too dramatic and sometimes I can hear the birds chirping
Telling me to fucking wake up and live but I tend to lay in bed thinking
Thinking why my legs don't move instead of moving them.

Hi,
I think I lost myself
In the deep deep sea I imagine you can be
Everyday I picture
You
Holding
Me
And it seems impossible because we live in a world where happiness has a price and I am goddamn
Broke

And broken
But that's another story.

Hi,
My lungs are shut
Is that normal to you?
Is it why you seem blue?
Are you like me, or am I just seeing things?
I can breathe for you
If you breathe for me
Touch me
And maybe then I'll be
Don't let me go
Not yet, go slow
You're the only one I seem to get
I am blinded by everything I regret
Yet
You make me feel like I've never failed.
But I'm dreaming wake up wake up wake up

Hi,
I'm made of words.
And I will sink into them and breathe the alphabet until I grow gills or exhale through my skin and maybe then I will find myself because air is really not working for me right now.
Maybe then I will say I exist.