I've written everything I have to say
But the words, they rot and fall away
So with a hole in the bottom, I'm stuck in the same boat as before
And slowly sinking just in sight of shore
I work so hard to make my life worse
Sometimes I think I'm better off in the back of a hearse
But I know I could never leave him behind
He's the one I've been searching for all this time
And though he confesses to me all of his love
Selfishly I feel that it is not enough
I know it in my heart, oh my god I swear
There is someone so much better for him out there
I dream about him all day long
Yet when we're together it all feels wrong
Something isn't right and I know it's me
Because you're a beautiful perfect being
I can never just be what and who I am
So much discontent I don't think anyone understands
I put my feelings into words that rhyme
To give everyone who cares a glimpse of what's inside
Why must it be that I'm never satisfied
I have all I could want; still I lie awake at night
And wish for more
So much discontent
It's the end that I wish was near
Just the letdown that I fear
ESTÁS LEYENDO
3:00 A.M. Thoughts...
PoetryLying awake, haven't slept in days, eyes are baggy and mind is hazy. Every thought seems to all be about darkness and pain, every night it seems to be the same. Same routine and same story, all the light of glory all just a daze . None of the happin...
