Heeey... this is my sort of diary....
Date: 14th of oct 2013
My name is Beth..... not Bethacorn or Bethany or Bethanator it's just Beth.
Ever have these days were it hurts to look at yourself? Well that's my life 24/7. I'm not the happily naive person I want to be. I'm not like most girls who can pile make up on and look at themselves happily... I'm ugly and I know it. don't lie and say you don't see what I see. ( no this diary is not going to be all about my self esteem ) Almost all of my school life I've been told it... An ass at school ( a couple actually) call me emo and tell me to kill myself. should I ? the answer to that is obvious. NO! don't kill yourself over hurtful words and actions..... I have grown up without my father. He has a drug addiction. He has been to jail. He has been to rehab a lot. He doesn't know me. He doesn't want to. and I honestly don't blame him.
- Beth.
Hold on XXX
