Niall Horan and Harry styles imagines

Losing a loved one ..

Not a day goes by

that i wonder why?

Because i miss you a ton.

You were my only son .

I try to stay happy , but it is to hard

For the leaves changing .

So Fall is coming .

Which says you've been gone for a year .

Oh how I miss how your smile .

The one that went from ear to ear .

Its been one year since Chase passed away . He was only three . Chase was our son. He died on 10-23-12 of some unknown disease. When "It" happened harry went into a deep depression Some times he wouldn't eat Others i couldn't even get him to come out of Chases room. He would just stay in there for days on end . Its been tough even today .

He's just not the same any more . Harry goes out with his buddies and doesn't get back until four in the morning ! He's always drunk . I don't know what to do .

" Harry will you please just talk to me !?" I plead. *Silence* is all i get from him . Im at my breaking point . I run up stairs to chases room and start taking everything down . We need to let it go . Its time .

While I'm taking apart the bed , i hear foot steps creeping up to the door . Then in comes harry "Talon ! What are you doing !?" He practically screams at me . " What does it look like !? We need to move on ! Do you not see this is taring us apart Harry!? " he looks to the floor " God Dammit harry will you just look at me ! Im sick of this . Im sick you ignoring me all the time and getting drunk of your ass every day ! Im leaving !" I say sternly .

Yes , i love him but I'm sick of how he's making me feel ! He acts like its my fault ..he makes me feel guilty for something no one could have prevented . He finally looks up at me . His eyes are red and puffy , hair messy . I miss seeing him happy and alive .

" I should have guessed you wouldn't talk to me " I walk to our bedroom and pull out a large back pack . I start putting clothes and every thing i need in it , then i call my friend Kelsey . I need a place to stay . She accepts my plead for help . So i grab my bag and go out to my car and just sit .

Its all hitting my at once , before i know it the tears are flowing like a water fall . Ive never cried this much before . It honestly is killing me that he isn't trying to stop me . That tells me one thing though , he doesn't care any more ...

A/N:If you want more let me know !