Just A Glance (Lesbian) ( Unedited version)

Chapter 15 - She Completes Me

I gave this dedication to you because your stories are awesume and have me on edge all day. Plus i love your story JADES was one of the 1st i read on here and it made me want to start writing again. so thank you for the inspiration.

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Lana and I have been together for years now and I love

her the same as I did when we first met. She hold my

heart and makes it hers. We are one in the same and she

truly saved me when I was at my worst and about to fall

apart. There are some dates that I remember the most out

of them all.......

We've been through hell and high waters to be together,

and I plan to hold you tight forever. Its been almost 10

years now and you still claim my heart. There will be no

other like you. You are a original and like no other. There

are so many beautiful memories I've shared with you but

there are 4 that matter most for they play in my memory

even now.

August 28th 2009 at 10 pm

This is the day I graduated from high school and I

remember calling you crying on the phone. You invited

me over and made this the best day of my life. We just

sat there and watched movies for hours and you laid on

me. I can still remember how you smell, you smell like a

warm summer breeze. You smell safe, you smell like

home. The saying home is where the heart is truly fits

you for a house is not a home without you...here I'm so

lonely without you

August 23rd 2010 at 7:23 pm

This day gives me butterflies for I remember it like it

happened yesterday. This was the day my love for you

was returned. You really have no idea how much you

telling me you loved me the same meant, it was like

opening a flood gate of emotions inside of me. From that

moment on there was no stopping this force.

Our love is rare and thats when it became real......

April 13,2011 at 11 am

Well this date is special because this is the day I was

able to fully express my love to you. You single

handedly managed to change the jerk, arrogant and

cocky me into what I am now. And on this day I showed

you the compete depths of my love. I held nothing back

and I don't care if I came of emotional. I think its okay for

me to have cried after because it wasn't just physical for

me it was mental, I gave you that part of me.

I don't trust many people with my heart nor my body but I

full trust you. To many people have taken both things

from me and never given them back when they left.

I cried because it felt like I was bleeding my love for you

and there was no doctor who could repair the damage.

I cried because I trust you.

I cried because I love you

And most of all I cried because it was finally you.............

April 27th 2011 at 7pm

The last and final date that plays through my mind. On

this day I finally made you mine. We were walking like

we always do and I turned to you and asked you to sit.

As we sat I got so nervous.

I felt like you were going to say no.

I felt like I didn't deserve you.

I felt that maybe I imagined you.

Then I finally sucked it up and stopped my eternal battle

and asked, and you know what you said yes. And when

you said yes you'd be my girl.

I felt like I had won a million dollars.

I felt like I wanted to drop to my knees and propose

I felt like I should pray to the gods to make me not screw

this up.

And then I felt I should pray for my heart because I knew

if I ever lost you I could love no one like I love you.