What now?

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Well now that I know I don't have a chance. Now what? Do I go back to my old life? Start again? Do I keep on with the one I have? But in reality what's my life? I left every thing for him, I don't know what to do. Why is he so complicated? Why did I have to meet him? Why is he so charming? Why is his laugh so cute? OMG, his eyes are so adorable! Also that thing he does with his hand thing. When we stutters it's like the most adorable mistake ever. Okay Am going of topic here. But to this point am so lost not only with myself but in life.

 I guess life is like in the movies maybe a miracle will happen. Maybe will meet and the end of the long road. Maybe if I complicate things more we'll meet half and just smile at each other and realize we were meant to be. Why is life so complicated, am four teen years old and I feel my whole world drops on me. Is it just me or what? Before him I didn't know what love was. I didn't know what it felt to awake up every morning and smile knowing he'll be there waiting by the end of the day.

I can't just stay here, and do the same thing every day. I just can't stay here, weeping and listen to ''Sexy Lady'' all day. But honestly, What now? 

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