My Charming Beast

Chapter Three

JARED (Point of view)

FLASHBACK

Napahinto kami sa tapat ng Mcdo ng biglang mag vibrate yung' phone ko. Kinuha ko at tinignan kung sino ang text sa akin.

Nang mabasa ko na kay Sandra.

[Sandra: Jared, nasa party kami nila Miko. Dating bar pa din punta ka treat daw nya]

I texted her with" Ok, game ako, kaso saglit, I'm kinda in the middle of something"

She replied " Oo, pakita ka lang with the gang and we are goods, may potential client ka rin here."

Sa-saglit lang ako.

Tinignan ko si alex na mukhang nagaabang nag susunod kong gagawin. Magda-dahilan lang ako dito, ok na.

"Babe upo ka na sa loob may emergency lang.Babalik ako promise."Sabi ko.

I can feel na disappointed at malamang pinipigilan lang niya sabihin at ipakita. let me give you a context of what type of person Alex is.

Alex is selfless and always says what others want to hear or feel just to make them happy even in some situation, he gets compromise.

He always put first other above himself. Kaya gusto niyang maging nurse. and I am proud of him for that. Mas lalo na pag lapit sa kanya ito like me.

Honestly, all the rumors are true. I am indeed a cheater.

and Alex is the type of person that doesn't deserve me, a monster.

Guilt is really killing me but I can't seem to let him go. kahit alam ko sa sarili ko na ginagamit at niloloko ko lang siya.

I just know for a fact that I don't want to lose another person that is so important to me... not again.

like how I lost my mom...

My love for him started when I meet him at Highschool. He was the top of our class and I was just a most popular delinquent.

Ni-recommend lang ng barkada si Alex, magpatulong daw ako sa book report kasi hindi raw siya marunong tumangi sa favor. I was desperate to pass that subject kasi ayoko mag repeat ng year. So I tried to ask him a favor.

and totoo nga. He said yes.

Noong una, purely beneficial lang just to pass the book report. As the time I get to know him better.

I saw his qualities resembling my Mom. How compassionate like her. Selfless like her and kind and loving.

of all the dates and girlfriends that I had...  sa kanya lang ako nagkagusto...

Don't get me wrong Im not attracted to other men other than alex.

I fell in love to Alex.

I never regret it, He is perfect in anyway possible as a partner. Four years he was loyal and compassionate. Ni minsan di ako nakaramdan nang pagkukulang mula sa kanya. Sa katunayan nga mas marami ako pagkukulang sa kanya.