Unspoken

Chapter 8 Part 1:

<Lucy's Pov>

I grabbed the last suitcase loading it into my Mum's second hand black Nissan Altima, and resting myself into the back seat adjusting the seat forward for more room. I smiled reassuringly towards Mum and we drove off towards a cheap rental house just outside town, which I knew I could just afford with the new job I just enquired as a receptionist for the local doctors office. We pulled into the cheap, run-down, and down marketed, low-priced one story house. I swiftly pulled the house keys from my pocket, making my way towards the door and gently pulling it open.

The house looked very old fashioned but none the less furnished, with running electricity and available hot water. I felt relief wash off my in waves at the though of not needing to buy many things my baby being the only exception. I continued to dot away with the help of my Mother cleaning the house to perfection, aswell as placing my things away.

"Thankyou Mum...for everything, I can't thank you enough" I smiled gratefully, tears threatening to spill at how over-emotional I acted ever since my second trimester started.

"Lucy you know I'm always there, and am only a short drive away call me if you need anything" she stressed nerves showing through her worried face. I wiped the tears from my face before bringing her into a hug and waving her a goodbye as she left. I released a tired sigh from all the work we did today, and felt cramps enter my legs, feet and back. I laid myself down onto an old floral stained couch; I soothingly rubbed my belly before gently messaging my swollen, aching and desperately inflamed feet. I could feel a intense migraine coming on increasing the pain drastically.

I become worried but decided to head to bed, I gently placed a heat pack on my neck and turned the electrical blanket on while wrapping myself into a warm, embraced cacoon and dreaming of Kaiyden's strong arms wrapped lovingly around my and our baby.

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2 Months later...

Leaving the house was almost unbearable now; I could hardly get around and had Mum move in with me as it is nearing towards my due date. I smiled whole-heartedly at that thought and finally come up with a name with for my little boy.

Ahmir Khalil Rowe

I smiled at the though of the meaning run through my head "powerful" and "little prince" I thought and rubbed my swollen stomach, feeling a small kick from Ahmir. I laughed before calling out for Mum.

"Hurry Mum his kicking,” I yelled gleefully, as Mum proudly placed her warm hands over my bump smiling brightly showcasing her pearly white teeth. I had tears of happiness and sadness all mixed together happiness that my little boy kicked, and sadness that Kaiyden couldn't be here to experience it with me. My heart painfully clenched at the thought of him never seeing his first step, words, and eventually grow up into a man.

I steadily pulled the maternity blouse over my enlarged stomach trying not to rip the thin fabric. I pulled a pair of black maternity jeans aswell adding a black blazer to complete the bright blue blouse. I ignored their curious I got from the neighbours who knew their was no father raising my baby, although I felt the rejection, sadness and depression well up inside me again I knew it was for the best I would not raise him to be like Kaiyden.

<Miranda's Pov (Lucy's Mum)>

Dream....

"Where are you going, you cant just leave me I love you" I whispered brokenly, while wrapping my arms around his muscled body. My tears rushing down my face hurriedly, I asked him one last question. 

"Why are you doing this to me to us?" I asked desperately, all my emotions flooding through my body making more tears press through my already watery eyes. He looked at me sadly regret, guilt and mostly sorrow shinning through his brown orbs.

"I was never yours...." he mumbled pushing me back, I violently cried out in sobs thinking about my current situation he has to know.

"Wait" I yelled loudly. He turned around and looked at me sadness and tears running down his face. 

"You can’t leave us, please I can’t do this without you" I said pulling him towards me, my large pregnant belly filling the space between us.

"I love you so much and our baby girl,” he whispered dejectedly kissing my cheek adoringly and wish filled, walking away from Lucy and me forever. 

Dream finished…

I awoke to beads of sweet falling from my head and body violently, the tears never once leaving my face as flashbacks from my past invaded every time I closed my eyes. I never once thought my mate would leave me for another especially being pregnant. I couldn't let history repeat itself and got dressed and ate as quick as possible before making my way to my old Nissan 2002 Altima and driving to Kaiyden's house.