Unexpected

tear in my heart

[Shes a butcher with a smile, cut me farther, than ive ever been. My heart is my armor, shes a tear in my heart shes a carver.]
Twenty one pilots
Tear in my heart

Taras P.O.V
I left home and walked threw the snow covered path. It was freezing and i had an oversized cotton baggy jumper and one of daryls long sleeve button ups on over the top, but had it unbuttoned. The holes in my jeans let in cold air which made me walk quicker. I got to daryls house and i stood outside waiting for him to come out so we could walk to school.

Daryl and i had been going out for a year and a bit. I loved daryl with all my heart. He was a quiet kid, but with me he opens up. In public he will hold my hand and if im lucky kiss me. But when its just me and him he cant keep his hand off me. He cuddles me and kissing my neck. Hes just started to hug me from behind in public. Which for daryl thats a big step.

I stood outside in the freezing cold looking down at my phone. I let out a squel when i felt someone pick me up and spin me around. I knew it was daryl. He put me down and kissed me on the lips hard. I kissed back and pulled away. I smiled at him. His eyes went from my face to something behind me. My smile fell and i looked behind me.

I saw the 'popular' girls and the jocks laughing. I touched daryls face and pulled it into mine. I wrapped my arms around his neck and jumped. He thankfully put his arms under my butt. I wasnt going to not kiss him just because they were there. Most of those girls talked dirty about daryl anyways. They always say to me that if he was more confident and not a redneck they would screw him.

They all fell silent and we made out on the sidewalk. I kmew daryl was feeling embarrassed as this was so much more affection than he was used too. They moved on and i hoped down. I started walking and he stood still. I turned around to see him looking stunned.

"Come on lover boy. We're gonna be late" i say. He doesnt move so i walk up to him and grab his hand and pull him along.

"What was tha about?" He asked sounding surprised.

"Hate them. Give them a show. Cause i love ya" i say squeezing his hand. He squeezes it back.

"I enjoyed it. Nice show fer me" he says. I smiled at him and we seperated and walked to our next class. Daryl and i werent always eating eachothers face. We only ever did a peck or deepened it slightly. Nothing over the top. We hugged, kissed and then walked away. It was recess and i dont sit with daryl. Thats a bit too clingy. And we have our own friends. I see daryl in art and if i need something ill find him. And today i needed something. Money.

I found him sitting with a few of his 'friends'. I walked over and his friends walked away. They didnt like me.

"What ye need?" He asked. I straddled his waist.

"Do ye have any money?" I give him puppy dog eyes.

"Wha fer?" He asked putting his arms around me.

"I dont got any lunch today and im starving" i whine. He gives in and gets his wallet out and gives me a $5 note. I take it and kiss his cheek.

"Thank ye dare. Ill pay ye back" he sqeezes me. Daryls only showing this much affection because him and his friends sit behind the blocks so they can smoke. They've never been caught not that anyone would look behind here. His friends smoke dope and sometimes snort cocaine but daryl promises he doesnt do it.

"Ye dont need to pay me back. All good." He says kissing my cheek. I stand and he slaps my ass. I smirk at him and walk away.

The day had finally finished and i had to go home to my stupid father. I hated him. He smoked, drank and had sex.

I got home and heard my dad and some slut up stairs. I went into the kitchen and made something to eat. I sat at the bench with my laptop and did some homework. I also started to think about what i was going to get daryl for his birthday. He said dont worry about it but i was getting him something wether he liked it or not.

I was interupted by the sound of heels getting louder as they got closer to me.

I looked up to see the normal women who was normally here. I gave her a dirty look and went back to eating.

Dad followed her and came down stairs.

"Agh ye finally decided to come home" i rolled my eyes and looked at my computer.

"Ye screwing that redneck trash? Is that why ye never at home?" I look at him like hes crazy. Daryl and i have never 'screwed'. Not that we arent going to. But at this moment, im not ready for that yet.

"No im not screwing daryl. His name is daryl. Okay? D.A.R.Y.L" his face went red and he clenched and unclenched his fists

"Do not speak to me like tha'. Ye hear me!?" I nod my head, not wanting him to get any angrier than he is now. My dad would never hit me. Or atleast i think he would never hit me. He just gets angry, very angry. He walks away back up stairs to smoke. I grab my phone and run. I run to daryls house, to thankfully see his dads car no where.

I run inside and into his room. Hes sitting on his bed with headphone on. I jump onto the bed and into his arms. Hes surprised at first but wraps his arms tightly around me. I cry into his chest and he rocks us back and forth. He kisses my head.

"What he get angry bout this time?" daryl asks softly. Daryl and my father were completely different. Daryls dad being one to hit his kids and mine just a drunk prick.

"He asked me if i was screwing you" i sob out. I look up to see his face slightly red.

"W-would you?" He hesitantly asks. I give him an unsure look.

"Not like right now, but soon. Maybe." I say hesitantly. I dont want him to believe that i will have sex with him in the next week.

"I dont want you to get bored of me. So if you do want to then we can" he frowned and rolled us over so he was ontop of me.

"I could never get bored of you tara. I love ye so much. We will do it when yer ready. Dont worry bout it" he says kissing me. We made out for a while. It got alittle heated but we stopped before it came to something where there was no return. We sat on daryls bed for the rest of the afternoon talking about life.

"Can i take a shower?" I ask. Daryl nodded and i stood up and headed to his bathroom. He had a bathroom off his bedroom so i didnt need to worry about merle walking in. Merle was daryls brother. He was kind of a massive asshole, but hes really nice to me. Sometimes. Hes a flirt and alittle weird but hes alright.

I had a shower and wrapped myself in a towel. I didnt have another change of clothes.

"Daryl?" I open the door and look at daryl. He nods his head looking over my towel covered body.

"Can i borrow something to wear?" I smile at him. He groans and nods his head handing me a long sleeve flannel shirt that was most probaly huge on me. I thank him and close the door. putting my underwear back on and the shirt. I walk out and throw my dirty clothes on the floor near the door. I crawl back onto the bed next to daryl and cuddle into his side.

"Can i stay here tonight?" I wisper. He nods his head and kisses my forehead.

"'Course" he pulls the blanket over both of us and we slowly drift into sleep.

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