The drug lords baby mama (August alsina story)*Editing

chapter 28

August pov
When makayla shot Ashley in the head I'm not gone lie and say I wasn't sad because I was makayla never knew about her because she was my main thang truth be told makayla was the sideline Yea we was cute in school and out but my heart was with Ashley and she knew it was that's why she didn't worry about makayla taking her place she saw the pictures and messages between us but she knew where my heart was when she got caught with all my shit in her car I thought she wouldn't want to deal with me no more

I tried going to court dates and visiting her but her parents got a restraining order against me so there was nothing I could do I started hanging with makayla more and my love for her got stronger and the love for Ashley faded makayla had took her place I glanced over at her and she looked like she was in deep thought

"You good ma"I asked pulling over"huh oh Yea I'm OK just a little shooken up"she said not looking at me "can you look at me then"I said with a Straight face she looked at me with tears running down her face I sighed softly because I know it's because of what I said in that warehouse

"Who was she and did you mean it "she said crying more"Look baby what I'm finna say may hurt you and hurting you wasn't my intentions that's why I kept this hidden for so long but ima be 100 with you before I met you in highschool I already had a girl it was Ashley she didn't go there hell she wasn't even from around there that's why nobody really knew about her when I started school I saw you and went for you I didn't know that I would get attached to you, you were supposed to be an Fuck and duck my heart was always with Ashley she knew about you who you were everything we did I even told her I told you I loved you and I did love you honestly I told her I was gaining feelings for you and

I was gonna cut you off before they got deeper that's the day she went down for toting my drugs and guns I continued to Fuck with you and my feelings for you went deeper than I thought I lost feelings for Ashley I honestly forgot about her"I said looking at her face for

Any emotion she had she was now crying harder and looked hurt"I was the sideline me I was your quick Fuck after everything I told you about my past relationships you lied to me August after I told you how afraid i was of getting hurt why why keep this a secret for so long why? did you mean what you said in the warehouse huh"she screamed shaking her head

I felt like shit for not telling her this sooner I know I just broke her heart in a whole new way"I meant some of it when I saw her I just Idk I started to miss the way we where ok makayla but I love you and Kay I wouldn't go back and change a damn thing I did in my past I love my family I have with you I wanna marry you one day I don't wanna give us up I didn't wanna give us up when I was with Ashley Yea I loved her but all I could think about was you 24/7 if I wasn't with you makayla "I said grabbing her arm pulling her into my lap

She just cried"August I don't wanna be with you anymore how could you keep something like that from me she spent four fucking years in jail how could you"she said turning her head away from me I felt like my heart had dropped to my stomach"makayla come let's not make any decisions while we are mad I never meant to hurt you I never meant for that to come out I put it behind me because I had the love of my life infront of me please don't leave me"I said kissing her

"How can you say that you were gonna walk away with her if I hadn't shot her"she screamed I grabbed her face and pulled her close to me "I wasn't look at me man you know where my loyalty lies damn you have my child I'm fucking you every night and every day I tell you I love you everyday who has the promise ring on their finger You do makayla I was gone kill her after I explained Wat really happened when she went away think about this shit why would I leave you Yea I missed her a little but I know what I want and Wat I need"I said

"She had your loyalty and look Wat you did to her and your right I do have your child but she would've been the first if you never would've made her miscarry"She yelled back I pushed her back into the passengers seat and looked at her"Man WTF since when do you become insecure about the next bitch a bitch that's dead at that man you know what wait til we get back to the hotel"I said pulling off she dried her tears and looked out the window I was gripping the steering wheel and she reached