2 months later
I've been thinking long and hard. I put myself on mute after the whole visiting roc thing. Jaden Ray and Jacob tried his best to get me to talk or even smile again but I mean how can you smile knowing that your having a baby by your rapist! I bet your wondering if I got a abortion well.........................
FLASHBACK
What had happened was after we left the prison I told jaden to drive me to the hospital to get the abortion. Yes I was really going to kill the baby. I had signed in and everything. I told my doc the situation and he was ready to do his job. I was on the table waiting for him. When he came in with his tools he said something to me.
"Are you sure you want to do this. I know you were raped and all but that's not the babies fault. You cant put all your doubts and burdens on this miracle. A baby is a joy and I think you will be a good mother despite all the things you went through. This child will be blessed to have you" he said
Did I really want to kill this innocent baby?
FLASHBACK OVER
Well I didn't. I couldn't, im not a killer. Jaden Jacob and Ray said they would help me with the baby. Im so blessed to have them. Without them I wouldn't have this belly bump and happiness in my life.
Right now im eating a ice cream, pickle, peanut butter, honey, snickers, mustard, ranch, turkey sandwich. (ew my aunt ate one of those yesterday and It looks nasty) Ray had this "girl this shit is nasty" face but I just ignored his facial expression and dug in.
"Hey yall im heading out" jaden said with Jacob behind him
"Bae where you going?" I asked. Oh yeah me and jaden are together lol
"Um to the studio" he said
"Ok well bring me back a triple cheese burger and hot sauce" I said
"Ok bye love" and with that they left
Jaden POV
Confession time- im not going to the studio. Im going to drop Jacob off at the traphouse thenim heading to the prison.
I bet your wondering "trap house" and " prison" well Jacob and I sell and roc has been calling the house phone non-stop.
I dropped Jacob off and drove to the prison.
I arrived at the prison and they sent me to this room to wait. Soon roc entered the room. He seemed shocked to see me.
"Why are you here" he asked sitting down
"Stop calling my damn phone, Kiara doesn't want anything to do with you!" I yelled
"Lies she loves me! We have a child together! Im here first!!" he yelled back
"Are you sure you have a child?" I asked
"What do you mean?"
"She aborted the baby" I lied. His face went pale
"Your lying, she wouldn't kill my baby!" he said
"Oh but she did, right after she left here to be exact" I said with a smirk on my face
"N-No!!!" he yelled and began to rock back and fort "no no no not my baby, your lying" he whispered
"Think what you want" I said getting up.
"I know what you do. How you lie to her. Does she know you sell?" he asked. How did he know
"How did you know?" I asked
"I have a special eye on yall, you've kept K hidden from my eye but your sneaky shit I know all about. But don't worry in 6 months I will be out of here to see my baby" he said
"Your never getting out of here, there's no escaping" I said
"6 months! and we will see" he said and with that I left
HOW YAH FEEL- MAN I HAVENT UPDATED IN A WHILE I KNOW SORRY I HAVE SCHOOL
BUT HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT WHAT JADEN SAID?
WAS HE RIGHT TO LIE?
DRUG DEALERS NOW OH MY!!!!
AND ROC THO? ANYBODY THINKING BIPOLAR
N 6 MONTHS????
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THANKS IM STUCK IN MY PEACE DAYZE
<3 KERIA
