i decided
just for a second
check and see
even if your not on kik
maybe skype?
could you
maybe
be there?
blue screen comes up
logo goes down
logging in
my profile
all contacts
nadia -offline-
imagine -offline-
k -online-
hes
coudlnt breath
he
he is
could i...
just for a moment
talk to him
see him
ask him
if he was ok
why he is still away
hiding behind
the "invisible" sign
online
not that he knows
is he up?
is he in his shower?
is he there?
should i say something?
i am scared
he said
not to try
to talk to him
that is it not safe
so close
but so far
what should i do?
i stare at the screen.
little green check
online
he is there
is it safe?
can he talk?
would he want to talk to me?
does he ever remember me?
does he care?
i thought... i
i know he does...
i know he cares
he said he did
he read my sad poems
and sent me this loooooong message
he told me how much he cared
"your the kind of person i would do anything for
even to death"
skype name
full name
gender
language
country
city
12 contacts
a minute later
11 contacts
was i the one?
i know your there
i know you see me
was i the one
you took off your list?
am i the one
you never want to talk to again?
i would understand why
im annoying
i say the wrong thing
im stupid
i hurt people
do you hate me?
