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Everything was white, I stood in an empty room of white light. Had I died? Had this killed me? The pain was gone but my head was still pounding as if someone were trying to break through a wall in my head. I wanted it to stop but I had a feeling fighting it would only make matters worse and far more painful.

I can't believe it took you this long to let him mark us.

I looked around the white but found no one. "Who's there?"

I'm your wolf.

"I can hear you?"

Yeah, we'll be unconscious for a while so we have time to catch up.

"Why?"

His mark, it's healing us.

"What happened?"

She snarled in my thoughts. The humans pumped us full off liquefied silver – it blocked me.

"Is that why I can't remember?"

Yeah, that and the wolfsbane, Lizzy mixed it with something and it messed with our brain – I was out of it forever – everything was wrong and different and I couldn't focus on anything, couldn't do anything.

"Are you better now? Will we..."

Don't worry, his mark will get it all out of us.

"Okay."

So you like him?

"Yeah, I like him but I don't really know him."

He's just as fucked up as we are maybe even more so.

"What do you mean?"

She sighed, sadly. Our pain came from strangers, his came from someone he loved – that adds a whole new level of torture.

The memories of him explaining his past started to come back. It hurt to think he had known any kind of pain. As the memories started screaming back into view, I was overwhelmed with a numbness I once loved to hold onto but I didn't want it anymore. Yes, it was going to hurt sometimes but I can't know love without it. It's all or nothing and feeling nothing is what broke me and got me here.

I'm not sure how long I stayed in this state, remembering everything, all the death and life in my world. Waves and waves of emotions I hadn't let myself feel ripped through me. The white turned to darkness and I could hear voices.

It was Karin, she sounded terrified. "Please, Alpha, I'm trying. You need to let me help her."

Weston snarled at her. "You're only making it worse! Get the fuck away!" There was loud noises and crashes all around me.

Nick sighed. "Come on a run with me, you need to calm down."

"Don't tell me what to fucking do!" I could feel him shaking beside me. "She is dying and no one is helping!"

"Karin is doing the best she can."

"She's loosing too much blood, the tests aren't working, we don't have time for this!"

Before I could hear anymore, the light came back with my wolf.

Just be better already.

"What am I supposed to do?"