My Starlit Night

Heartbeat

HEARTBEAT

(this poem is really close to me, I have been suffering from anxiety disorder for awhile and this is how I used to feel about one of the symptoms(rapid heart beating),hope that u will be able to connect with it)

I don’t know what to say,

if to say then-

to whom to say.

Closed inside my room,

seems like these four corners-

are my sole reliefs.

My heart has turned into steel,

too heavy to carry,

wishing as if I could tear it apart,

oh why I can’t just do it?

When my heart starts beating fast,

as if trying to hit me harder

with every time it strikes,

 I feels like it’s going to blast

anytime.

I really whim to cut off it,

I really want to let it go,

but I’m tied too tight to this body,

can’t even move a little bit.

And it all seems like I’m forced to continue

something, somewhere

I don’t belong.

                                                       -Rietzy Rune