As
I guessed the bullying got worse Oli and Kellin had met us as they
normally do for the walk to school, the
guys spotted us and decided to throw objects at us we ignored and headed
to school
The name calling got worse our classes become a nightmare infact I
dreaded going to them.
Walking home from school Suzanne and myself nipped ito the corner shop
when we came out Oli and Kellin were nowhere to be seen nice of them to
tell us they were going!, I headed home after saying goodbye to Suzanne
when James stopped me "Lost your boyfriends huh Sarah? thats a nice
name you have for yourself ther slut yeah has a nice ring to it" he said
"what the hell are you on about James? how am I slut just because I
have male friends? big of you James".
"I meant your two little friends will be nursing their wounds now " he
said grinning at me , I looked at him " James what have you done?" I
asked him "nothing" he replied back laughing as he walked away, I knew
he was lying I got home and text Oli- "Hey are you alright what happened
where are you come to mine ? x" I waited a while for a reply saying he
was alright and he would see me in the morning.
I headed to bed I was whacked.We braced ourselves for torment on the way
to school but it was oddly peaceful Oli and Kellin met us they were
bruised,black eyes and split lips but perky, we headed off to our
relevent classes, everything seemed fine we arranged to meet Oli and
Kellin on saturday for a few hours chill and we headed home.
Saturday finally arrived , Kellin had turned up at mine " Hey Sarah nice
day couldn't have planned the few hours at the beach any better " he
said to me "hey Kellin yeah I know its lush, is Oli not with you?" I
asked him "Is he not here?" I shook my head and rang Suzanne to see of
Oli was with her she had said no we tried ringing him and had no reply
so we all headed to his, the door was open ajar which was weird as he
was a stickler for making sure it was locked if his parents were not
here and he definately wouldnt leave it ajar if he went out, we pushed
the door wider and Suzanne shouted in we had no reply , we went into the
hall way and on the table was a note Suzanne read it out-
** To who ever finds this
I am so so sorry I really can't cope anymore I've had as much as I can
take , you maybe wondering why well lets say I am a victim of bullying
I have been-
dragged to a park and beaten
various name calling
thrown downstairs
punched
kicked
The final straw came today when I was heading to Sarahs , when I was
jumped on I have black eyes on top of the shiners I already have, broken
ribs, split lips broken arm and leg and not to mention foot prints on
my body and why all because I am subdued and shy yet I hang with Kellin
and two girls and thats a crime, now I have overdosed and slit my wrists
again I am sorry, tell Sarah and Suzanne I love them and thanks for
accepting me and Kellin he has always been a great mate, I couldnt have
asked for anyone better, one final request theres a song mum used to
sing to me when I was younger it goes-
Oh Erin dear my thoughts are with you forever
no other land can stir my heart like thee
why did I from my friends and dear ones sever
to make my home so far across the sea
I miss my jovial sons and winsome daughters
the songs of the children on the village green
I yearn to hear the sounds of rushing waters
and all in all I miss my faithful sweet Eileen
The strangers here are kind and noble hearted
and sure I blush to think of all their care
but thoughts will rise of thee from whom I've parted
that awake the sighs and haste the fallen tears
I dream at night of sunset on the shingle of jaunting cars
and resting shamrocks green
Oh then I wake and all my senses tingle with memories of my home and you
my sweet Eileen.**
Suzanne finished reading the letter and we raced upstairs we found Oli
slit wrists and barely breathing and an empty pill bottle at his side,
Suzanne checked his pulse it was there just she put him in the recovery
position after trying to stem the bleeding and Kellin rang an ambulance,
later we had been told it had been touch and go they finally had Oli
stable he spent a few weeks in intensive care and then he was released
after six weeks he had to see a councilor but thats going well and he
has us as well we have all grown closer, the guys saw this and they
didn't like it and dont we know it
