Before I knew it hours turned into days, before either of us realised it had been almost two weeks.
We didn't even look at each other when we did end up in the same, if he didn't leave then I did.
The pack started having arguments and eventually they started turning against each other.
Steels beta is hardly ever here, everyone avoids us both like the plague not knowing if we're stable. Hell even the cooks and maids manage to avoid us!
Steel burys himself in pack work and when he's not doing that he trains, at least he's letting out his anger.
At wasn't angry at him at first but when he acted as if he didn't even know I existed I turned my hurt into anger. When he blocked his bond to me and left a maid to show me me to my new room I became my old self. The self that the hunters thrived from, the self I never wanted to be.
He kicked me from our room and I know that at this point our bond clearly wasn't as strong as I thought, it didn't even take an argument to destroy us. Just my brother and his hunters.
My demon was going to take the pain in my heart away but I told her the pain fuels me. It fuels my anger and rage to rip apart someone's flesh, to watch the life drain from someone's eyes.
My nightmares have returned full force, thankfully my room is soundproof like all the others. Nobody heard me and I didn't care if they had.
My own mate did this to me. He ruined me with one simple small sentence.
I don't leave the pack house, I don't want anyone seeing me train but with threats from all angles ill have to eventually.
When steel isn't there of course.
The cook had made dinner but I simple left mine on the table, across from steels empty seat like I have everyday. I'm not starving myself, I'm just simply not hungry.
The only substance I want entering my body is blood.
Steels been gone for over a week now, well not gone I just never see him. I smell him everywhere and I avoid his ass like the plague.
But someone clearly needs to step up and be the man, and it's not going to be me.
Not this time.
He made this mess himself, if he wants out then so be it.
Like I said, I'm pain turned me dark. Just like a hunter.
I'm merciless. I pity anyone who crosses my path
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Blind Lycan
WerewolfI was just a normal girl, despite not being human. Growing up my life was shitty, but still I was glad to be alive despite how dead I felt inside. There wasn't a single person in the world that I could trust. Not a single person that I cared for. U...
