abused love

chapter one

Renae and xaviers house 8:00 pm

(smack), renae falls to the floor crying holding her face in pain

xavier: what the fuck i tell u about talkin to other boys (,punch renae in her side)

renae:(screams in pain) I TOLD YOU HE WAS MY COUSIN!

Xavier: u bet not be lying to me bitch! get yo ass up and put aubrey to bed and be in the room when you done

(He goes in his room)

Renae pov

i get up slowly still in pain and i pick up aubrey and take her to her room.

aubrey: mommy are you ok?

renae:(puts her in her bed) yes baby.

Aubrey: ok

Renae: goodnight sweetie mommy loves you

brey: goodnight mommy love u too

i leave out the room and go in me and x's room

when i walk in i see x sittin in bed naked

x: come here

Renae: baby im really tired can we do this another night

x: i don't care if u tired bitch now get yo as over here

i walk over there slowly. When I  finally reach him, he grab me by my neck and forced me to kiss him. He released my neck

x: take off your clothes

i started crying a little

renae: i really dont want to do this today

x: DO WHAT I SAID HOE!

i jumped to the sound of his strict voice and i started crying louder while stripping

x: u know what im out ill see u later!

Renae: where u goin!

x: to find me a hoe!

i fall to the floor crying half naked.

3 mins. of crying later

i got up went in aubreys room.

aubrey was sittin in her bed watchin tv.

renae: come on brey, let's go for a walk

aubrey: OK mommy

renae: ok put on some clothes an come in my room when your ready.

brey: ok

i go back in my room an put on some jeans and a hoodie then brey walked in

brey: mommy im ready

renae:ok come on.

i close and lock the front door and grabbed aubreys hand.

aubrey: mommy were are we goin?

renae: nowhere we are just taking a walk.

3mins later

aubrey: mom im hungry

renae: ok do you want to go to coney island?

aubrey: yes

renae:ok

we go to coney island and sit in a booth. i pulled out my makeup bag and got my compact mirror out. then i start looking for my mascara but its not in the bag.

renae: aubrey did u see my mascara.

aubrey: no laat time i ...(gco)

???: excuse me.

i look up to this sexy light skinned curly haired boy with the most juiciest lips i have ever seen. he had beautiful brown eyes that i easily got lost in.

???: umm excuse me u dropped ur makeup stick.

he smiles

omg he has the most beautiful smile i have ever seen.

??? waves his hand in my face and i snapped out of my daze.

renae: oh im sorrry what were u saying?

???: you dropped your makeup stick.

renae: o there's my mascara. (i take it from out his hand) thank you so much for finding it

???: no problem, well i have to go my friends are waiting for me.

renae: well thanks again. (:

???: no problem

he goes back to his seat that is sitting across from us

during the whole dinner i found myself staring and smiling at him, and the fact that he did the same thing back to me made me feel amazing.