The Drug

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The thing about depression is its a drug. You want to get off of it and be happy but you can't. You're attached to it. And after a long time of no one helping you you her so attached to it you're scared of being happy. No, not scared, terrified, horrified. Happiness is such a foreign term that it truly scares you. You would rather camp out in the darkness. All these people try to help you but you just push them away. You pretend to try. You pretend to want to happy but in reality you just want everyone to leave you to drown.

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