So I had to mark this chapter as pg-13 due to some content. Ill try to keep my story as clean as I can but I can't make any promises ;) ENJOY!
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As soon as the plane landed I started to get nervous. What if they didn’t like me or what if I was not what they were expecting and too much to handle so they send me back to that place. That was the last thing I wanted to happen. As much as I liked Anna, I hated that group home with every ounce I had in me. Since being in that group home nothing good has come from it. The people working there have only made my conditions worse. They never once tried to help me unless the board members were there.
As I continued walking down the terminal I couldn’t help but notice two elderly people standing there. The man had his arm around I assume his wife, and they both had ginormous smiles plastered to their faces. They were wearing normal clothing for people of their age. After thoroughly observing everything about them, I couldn’t help but notice they were each holding a side of a sign that read “JACKSON”. There were my grandparents.
As soon as they seen me they instantly started coming over to me.
“Oh Carter, we are so glad to meet you and so glad that you have decided to come stay with us.” My grandma told me as they were trying to give me hugs and she noticed my hesitation towards her. One thing that they will need to learn is I don’t like touching people. Every time someone else has touched me it has ended in bruising and cuts.
“I’m sorry Eleanor but I’m not a really touchy feely type of person. I’ve been hurt too many times from people touching me.” The worse time that I have ever gotten hurt from being touched was at one of my foster homes. The father had gotten really drunk one night while the mother was at work. I had come home 10 minutes past my curfew because the bus was running late. The father was had gotten so mad at me for being late. I was fully naked and ready to take a shower when the bathroom door flew open and the father walked in. I yelled at him to get out and tried to cover myself up. He grabbed my wrist and dragged me to my bedroom. He tied my hands and my feet to the bedposts so that I was completely exposed to him.
All I can remember is crying and begging him to stop but all he did was slap my face and tell me to shut up. He then took my right breast into his hand and started rubbing it while taking my left breast into his mouth and started sucking on it. I tried to squirm away from him but it was no use. I was tied up and he was on top of me. I tried my hardest to block it out but the next thing I knew he was grabbing a pair of scissors and cutting both sides of my panties so that he could get them off. I was balling my eyes out at that moment. I shut my eyes to try to stop the crying and also to try to block the sight of what happened. I heard his unbuckle his pants and then climb on top of me. He positioned himself at my entrance and I knew that I was going to lose my virginity to this monster. What type of monster wants to have sex with a 12 year old? He then started to rub my womanhood and moan. I was crying because of how disgusted I was at that moment instead of what was potentially going to happen.
I readied myself for the pain I was about to endure when I heard the front door open. My foster mother called out his name and he swore and hit me a couple more times and told me it was my entire fault. He untied me got up and put his clothes back on. He headed towards the door but stopped before he got there.
“Tell anybody about this and I will make sure you are no longer breathing. And that’s a promise.” He then walked out of my room leaving me there naked and bruised. The words he spoke to me still echoes in my mind.
*End of flashback*
“Oh Carter I’m sorry. Hugging is just an automatic with me. I see family and I go straight for a hug.”
“It’s ok. Something I guess I have to get used to” I said with a half-smile.
Jeffery grabbed my bags while Eleanor lead my out to their waiting car.
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