Sometimes I don't understand myself, but most times it's because of you.
Sometimes it amazes me how I still get the jitters and still I feel the sweat on my hands before I meet you.
Sometimes it amazes me how comfortable I am with you.
Sometimes it amazes me how I miss you despite the occurrence and seeing just last night or, even, a minute ago.
Sometimes I don't understand why I do and feel this way.
Sometimes to be honest it irritates me.
Most times it annoys me how clingy I am to you.
But even more times, I push myself to not show that.
Because I personally don't like that.
Sometimes it amazes me how I don't really wanna hold your hand but I crave for our shoulders to touch.
Sometimes, most times, actually, I don't understand myself.
And I'm wishing you won't as well.
Because maybe in that way, maybe sometimes, you won't know and understand I'm actually falling inlove with you, deeply.