Blank Pages

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Simply and slowly scribbling onto the page

Seems like I’m forever going in circles

Nothing is giving life to this page

And yet this piece is due soon

I haven’t even thought about the prompt

Do I really like nature?

Does it truly like me?

What if I sneeze onto this paper?

Does the blank piece of paper made from recycled trees hate me?

Maybe my mind isn’t in the right place

It’s withering with the exhaustion

To even move my pencil

Just thinking about writing about nature

My paper crinkles and rolls itself into a ball

Not wanting anyone to see such a

Ugly creation which its true purpose is for

To snap your fingers and tell me

“Make your art” Do it quickly

Yet you forget the fact that art is never rushed

It’s fed and bathed, loved cared for and leaves its caretaker

But no it must be rushed like a horse

Who needs to be broken in to be ridden upon

Oh I understand, this counts for my grade yet

My mind doesn’t want to write that poem yet

My heart doesn’t want to write it either

It’s funny that. I actually will do the poem.

But in my own blank pages, in my own time.

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