Backed into a corner without a ray of hope in sight.
Looking for a way out, when I keep being pushed in.
This misery overwhelms me, takes over my whole body.
I have no way of escape; I try and am given options that will only feed my hectic emotions.
People say they understand;... But they don't even know what's going on.
Even if they did, they wouldn't understand.
Worse... They would'nt care.
Do I not deserve happiness? Am I not good enough?
The sun greets me on the other side, but the darkness pulls me right back in.
Pretending makes it worse; and makes it hurt.
The worlds too stuck up their own butts to see.
Happiness is on the other side of a Do Not Pass sign.
What do I have or have to look forward to, when I have nothing?
Everything gets taken away; my life, my joys, my hope.
Everything that was promised to me has disappeared with my trust.
Things change; including me.
I don't want to be this way.
I want to be happy.
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Does anyone else feel this way? I just cant seem to get it out.
