A/N: this is a poem to the light of my life I would say
Love
Noun
A feeling of deep affection or attraction
Laying on a line of carelessness and hope
Filling up holes that need cement with plaster
Covering up stains with discolored paint
This is all love was and ever could be
Until you turned on a lamp I couldn't see
And showed me a place of happiness and freedom
But then love invites it's friend
Anxiety
Noun
a feeling of worry, nervousness, or unease, typically about an imminent event or something with an uncertain outcome
This is all I feel at 3 am
When your uncertain departure haunts me
And your footprints creek the unsteady floorboards of my brain
But I couldn't see what you were doing
Replacing the wood on the floor
And uncovering the dusty Windows that captivated me
Never seeing outside myself
Until you averted my eyes
From my hallucinating mind
And my non verbal cries
Happiness
The state of being happy
Catching this small feeling in a Dixie cup
That I could easily discard
That quickly piles up
So when I drink the vile of sadness I have something to remind me I'm not okay
You seemed to take the poison away
And fix up the one way thoughts
Love
An intense feeling of deep attraction
Something I didn't know was real
Until you showed me the ropes
And you didn't let go
After I could do it on my own
So thank you for hitting reset and loving me unconditionally
