☞beyond these smiles.

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Everyone thinks I'm happy
Cheerful and optimistic
Wearing a fake mask for as long as I remember
Behind all that sweet smiles
Nobody knows how many tears I've shed
People sees what they want to see
People believes what they want to believe
Pretending to be happy
Is harder than I thought
I once thought as long as I could keep smiling
I will be fine
I will get through all the shit in my life
But i was wrong
I'm not as strong as you think
Im not happy
I feel helpless and useless
I've came this far
So why can I get through the rest of my life?

My lord,
Please give me the strength and courage to face everyday and guide me to your heart

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