July 17th, 2015

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12:48 A.M.

Dear King,

We're moving... We're moving.. We're moving. "Do not worry, do not worry, do not worry." I can't. We can't move. Why? August 8th. Less than a month. I want to cry. I don't even know what I'm feeling. Shock.. Disbelief.. Hurt.. Is this really Your plan? Did my parents hear You right? I have to trust You. I have to trust You. But I don't feel. I feel like you aren't even listening to me, but You will never leave us nor forsake us. We will trust in You. We will trust in You. Chad.. I'll probably never see him again. Should I tell him? Now. I don't know. I can't.. I just can't. Maybe I will.  No, I can't,  you know what?  You only live once I will text him, but what do I say? "I'm moving to Nebraska.." What do I say? "I'm leaving. I'm leaving my childhood town. I might not ever see you again. I've had a crush on you for all the two months that I've known you.. I'll miss you." I'll just say: "I'm moving to Nebraska... :(" Okay, I sent it... He probably won't reply,  WAIT. IT'S LIKE 1:00 A.M. Oh my goodness no! No! DELLLEETTTEE. Delete. I can't take it back. I can't take anything back. He. He replied.. ( I'll put the conversation below.)

Chloe: I'm moving to Nebraska... :(

Chad: What? How? Why?

Why did I put a ":(" ugh he didn't use any emojis.

Chloe: My Dad got a new job... Btw I'm sorry it's so late. I completely forgot.

Chad: Oh. It's Okay. When?

Chloe: August 8th.

Chad: I'm going to miss you..

Chloe: I'll miss you too.

Chad: :)

He smiled. He used an emoji.

Chloe: Goodnight.  :)

Chad: Goodnight,  sleep tight,  don't  let the bedbugs bite.  Lol

I'm feeling too much right now. Goodnight Savior,  I love you.

~Chloe E. Almond.


A/N: Random fact, while I was writing this, I tried to convince myself that I was moving, so that I could capture Chloe's emotions better.

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