I'm not okay (I promise)

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You like D&D, Audrey Hepburn, Fangoria, Harry Houdini and Croquet. You can't swim, you can't dance and you don't know karate.
Face it, your never gonna make it.

I don't wanna make it. I just wanna...

Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say. I never want to let you down or have you go. It's better off this way. For all the dirty looks, for photographs your boyfriend took. Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?

I'm not okay
I'm not okaaaayyyy
I'm not okaaaayyyyyy
You wear me out.

What dose it take to show you that it's not the life it seems? I tolled you time and time again you say the words, but don't know what it means. To be a joke and look, another line without a hook. I held you close as we both shook, for the last time. TAKE A GOOD HARD LOOK!

Im not okay
I'm not okaaaayyyy
I'm not okaaaayyyyyy
You wear me out.

You know? You got something in your eye.

Forget about the dirty looks. The photographs you boyfriend took. you said you read me like a book, BUT THE PAGES ARE ALL TORN AND FRAYED!

I'm okay
I'm oKKKKAAAAYYYY
IM OKAY NOW
(I'm okay now)

BUT YOU REALLY NEED TO LISTEN TO ME, BECAUSE IM TELLING YOU THE TRUTH. I MEAN IT IM OKAY!

Trust me

Im not okay
I'm not okaaaayyyy
I'm not okay, I'm not-o-fucking-kay
I'm not okaaaayyy
I'm not OKAYYYYYYY
(Okayyyyy)

~Danika

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