The New Sakura ( book 1)

The Mission to Land of Waves pt 3

Sakura POV

I wake up from having a nightmare. I drench in sweat and breathing heavy. I get out of bed into bathroom sit down on floor start crying. I put my knees to my chest sobbing not caring if anyone heard. I could didn't want to hurt myself but I couldn't take it. So I did.

Sasuke POV

I wake up to hear sobbing from the bathroom. I look over see Sakura not in bed. I get up go to bathroom seeing her crying. She look up see me then look down at her bleeding arms and legs .I rush to  over sit in front of her. " Sakura  what hell wrong with you." I said.  Getting towels and pull her to sink run water over her arms.She hiss try pull away but I got grip on her.  I put towels on her arms and legs. " Sakura talk to me please." I said.

Sakura POV

" ..... How- How did you handle it losing everyone." I said " I didn't I think about it every night... I will kill my brother." He said. He then start wrapping bandages around my arms and legs. " They think it's me." I said. He look up at me. " For murder of my parents.... maybe I did ... maybe i did don't remember." I said. " Stop." he whisper a yelled. He wrap his hand around me picking me up bridle style and we go out side on the roof looking out to the ocean. I lean on him. " Sasuke." I said. " Hn." He said. " How am I going to cover my self for training tomorrow." I said. " If don't show it now they find out later that's not good." He said. " No I got to hide it. Kakashi know I'm harming myself tell the hokage I don't need that." I said. " Then what keep hidding until he find out himself or see it him self." He said. Cadfan flew my lap in snuggle up to it. " I guess your right but don't say I warn you." I said. I lay on his shoulder for a bit then we went back inside went back to bed.

Next day....

We found out Naruto didn't return back to house so Sasuke went go find him. He ate pretty quickly. I didn't want be by Kakashi right now so I followed. when we get there there's a guy with long black hair. He pass Sasuke then he stops when he see me.  " What's must be your name." He said. " Haruno Sakura yours." I said. " Haku. Your three not from around here." He said then point to the boys and they looking at us. " True. I hope to be seeing you around Haku." I said he smile walks off. I walk to boys look over Naruto. " Naruto you could have died being out here. At less we know your find now come on lets head back. I left them behind. Me and Kakashi was waiting on them then a kunia land in front of us. We look up to see Naruto up high in the tree. I proud of him then he act like he about to fall then he real did but Sasuke caught him. That night they training late. They finally came in ate dinner time.  After alittle talking on how hard they train then Inari  start yelling saying that there's no point in training that we just in the way. Naruto went off on him then left. I stood up. " Sakura where you going." Kakashi said. " A walk." I said. " Its late should be out there." he said. I turn around look at him. " I don't care I need sometime alone before I say something I might regret ." I walking out the house. I walk around for awhile. Yes Inari knew pain but he never know the pain losting both parents or being a shonibi. I took a deep breath walk in. I see kakashi stayed up I guess he want to talk to me. " Sakura sit please." he said. I sat down. I forgot that I brought my sleeves for my arms so i had put them on but only thing I could do with my legs was pull the pant leg down alittle more from my skirt. " Is there something going on. anything I can help you with." he said. " No senise I'm fine just alot going on that's all." I said. " I can tell when your lying Sakura so tell me.' he said. damn babydoll had take over. " there nothing to lie about... I.. " I got up ran up stairs going into room me and Sasuke  share. I close door sliding down it. why do my demons have to follow me. I start to cry myself to sleep. I miss Itachi because he sing me to sleep. " Never to late....   Even if I say It be alright...Still hear you say you want to end you life." I sang a sob. I climb in the bed. Looking at the ceiling then fall asleep. 

Sasuke POV 

I didn't fall asleep yet and I notice that Sakura was crying and sang a sentence. Is that how she feel. Is that how I felt the other day. I roll to my side looking at this new Sakura. I wrap my arm around her and pull her close.  She smell nice but she smell like cologne and It wasn't from anyone from this team and smelt familar. I close my eyes falling asleep.